im gay

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and then you finally found me pretending to sleep you said such nice things about me i felt guilty and cheap you took two steps to the kitchen and just stared at the sink i couldn’t hold back a smile i still wish i could have seen; you having sex in the morning your love was foreign to me it made me think maybe human’s not such a bad thing to be but I just laid there in protest entirely fucked it’s such a stubborn reminder one perfect night’s not enough

im having an aneurysm 

I remember the time you told me about when you were eight And all those things you said that night that just couldn’t wait I remember the car you were last seen in and the games we would play All the times we spilled our coffees and stayed out way too late I remember the time you sat and told me about your Jesus and how not to look back even if no one believes us When it hurt so bad sometimes not having you here…

bullshit you fucking miss me. there i said it, i guess i’ll talk to you in a few months sitting drunk on the sidewalk i guess i’ll get up i guess i’ll go for a walk brushed my shoes against the pavement i swear this has gotta be the hundredth time i thought of you tonight

Your Graduation // Modern Baseball

I am changing. I am growing. I am becoming better. 

Secondhand Serenade - Fall For You

can’t relate 

To what

i just can’t relate 

Lustra - Scotty Doesn’t Know

ive never wanted to eat a leaf more than i have when watching land before time movies

when people say my name im like.   cant believe i exist

Mr. Brightside - The Killers