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V.III.MMXV

@ansichtssachexx

¿why did you leave me?

moving away from your small shitty hometown is just. I hate this place. my best memories were formed here. my worst memories were formed here. I miss the familiarity of it all. the idea of going back makes me feel ill. I miss this specific meal I can get in my hometown. I have been exposed to so much more now that I'm gone. everyone I ever knew was here. the only people I would want to see are the ones who got out. the streets and landmarks are etched into my subconscious. I feel like a stranger when I go back. I refuse to ever live there again. it will always live inside me.

“Maybe, like you, I was one of those people who loves the world most when I’m rock-bottom in my fast car going nowhere.”

— The Last Prom Queen in Antarctica, Ocean Vuong