I’m 16, I’m queer, I have adhd, I’m ENFP-T and plan to go into psychology.
I like learning about animals, I read, I draw, and overall I like to learn
Studyspo, art, yapping, maybe book stuff
If you have adhd and strive for academic excellence, me too. Maybe follow me and we can thug it out together :)
It is January 2nd, 2025.
That was my first time dating something with 2025. New years always gives me a weird feeling, but I think this year I don’t have to succumb to it. Usually I get anxious and stress about my youth ending, but I don’t think it has to symbolize that. After all, nothing really ended except for dating things / /24. It wasn’t really that different from any other day being over. Instead of the end of an era, New Years could be a celebration of how far we’ve come and a reminder of my growth.
2024 was an amazing year for me. I’m sad to say goodbye. I fell in love, got my heart broken, fell in love again, etc. I felt the full range of emotions. I dabbled in things I shouldn’t have, I started things I should’ve finished. But I don’t regret my decisions, because they led me to present day with my lovely boyfriend. Out of all my 16 years of life (unc status I know) 2024 was probably the most valuable for my growth as a person and artist.
That too- my drawing and poetry improved TREMENDOUSLY this year. I picked up roller skating, I won $1000 in a competition, I read 24 books and wrote over 70 poems, and I did fairly well in school. I should be proud of myself (should because we all know how hard it is to give ourselves credit).
I lost some friends along the way, but I also made new ones and rekindled old friendships.
Overall, I lost and gained a lot in 2024. I am sad that it’s over. But that doesn’t mean this era is over. If I’m going to mourn the end, I should embrace the new beginnings as well.
The sky is still blue, flowers still bloom, so we still have happy days ahead of us.
One week until school begins again!
My schedule this year is as follows:
Band (I’m in flags)
AP Us History
AP English Language
Integrated Math 3 (😔)
AP Spanish Literature
Art 3
Integrated Science 3 honors
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I plan on also picking up a psychology class at my local community college but we’ll see if I follow through with that lol 😅
Honestly super excited for school this year I think it’s gonna be my best year so far 😋
Wednesday, June 12, 2024
Today was chill. I’ve been in a bit of a reading slump lately so yesterday I reread the first book in the Heartstopper series (I first read it in 2020) and it did help. Since I read it relatively quickly, I planned on reading the second one but got bored of it and started rereading Solitaire (by Alice Oseman, also the author of Heartstopper) and I’m about halfway done with it. Today I took an everything shower today and started a cardboard craft and read, so I’ve been pretty productive. My report card came today and although I could’ve done better, my gpa is relatively high so I’m okay with it. I might get my period soon bcs I’ve got rlly bad cramps today 😪. I’ve been a bit depressed lately but today was good. I hope you lovelies are well <3
June 11, 2024
School is out! Yesterday I went to a water park and I’ve been very social lately. I tend to have depressive episodes in the summer and while I am struggling with that, this year I have some friends who I can hang out with and usually that makes me feel better.
An academic update! About a month ago, I reached out to a psychology research center asking for an internship and today they replied! :) She said that her assistant will see if they have a position for me and if they do they’ll hire me. I’m very excited because I plan to major in psychology and an internship will help a lot with college applications.
Above are recent pics of mine :) (faces blurred + cropped bcs we’re all minors)
June 5, 2024
Hey! Sorry I’ve been gone I got a little depressed lol. The grading period is over tonight and I have straight a’s, but I don’t have any A+’s. It’s not terrible because a few of my classes are weighted but I hope I do better next year. I missed half of my weight lifting final so I have to go back in a bit to make it up, and then there’s only one day of school left. I’m playing pomp and circumstance at graduation, so wish me luck for that! An employee yelled at me earlier and it made me cry, but other than that I’ve had a good day. Excited for the summer, I hope u guys are too.
To do:
-practice clarinet
-weight training makeups
-buy gummies as a sweet treat
-turn in art portfolio
March 30, 2024
Yesterday was my grandmas birthday so my sister, my cousin, and I surprised her with a cheesecake and balloons yesterday. Today I got back the score from my math test and got an A+!! Math is my weakest subject and also my lowest grade so I was very happy about that. I also took a Star Test for reading and got a post high school reading level, but that’s the same score I’ve gotten since like 5th grade so that wasn’t all that exciting. So far it’s a good day, and I have a pretty full day planned
To do/events today:
-Have the drumline sign a card for my friend who just got top surgery
-Practice my part for Pomp and Circumstance for band
-Band Practice at 3:15-4:30
-Go with my cousin to get my aforementioned friend flowers
-Soccer game at 6:30, but I’m leaving an hour early
-Do my study guide for my math final
- Study for my English final
-Do my lab report for my frog dissection
Hope u guys have a good day :)
A gift I made for my guy friend 🫶🏻 I made the bookmark and had the annotation stuff lying around
