Things I'll be able to do when I'm skinny

1) I’ll be able to go to parties, get trashed and wear outrageous outfits that show off my petite body without feeling anxious about whether I look good or not 2) I’ll be able to flirt with guys because I’ll acutally be confident in my looks and in myself 3) I’ll be able to have whatever aesthetic I want without it looking like I’m trying too hard 4) I’ll be able to start modeling (need I say more?) 5) I’ll be able to look in the mirror and love what I see instead of just judging and nit-picking at my flaws (because I won’t have any) 6) I’ll be able to be more relaxed around food because I won’t have to be as strict with what I eat 7) I’ll be in control of myself 8) I’ll be able to live my life to the fullest 9) I’ll be able to buy cool new clothes 10) I’ll be able to walk around like I’m the shit because I know girls will be jealous of my body

Feel free to add your own!😇🦋✨

I honestly can fucking wait for the day I’ll reach my UGW. I’ll change everything: my hairstyle, my make up, my clothes, my room, my way to see things. Ahhhh, can’t wait

EATING DISORDERS ARE NOT FUN

Nobody here  r e a l l y  likes what they’re doing on a daily basis. Nobody likes arguing with themselves for fifteen goddamn minutes about whether they should eat a sandwich or not. Nobody likes puking it up afterwards and cutting themselves for being such a stupid idiot and stuffing their face. Nobody likes the taste of vomit or the tears and lightheadedness that comes with it. Nobody likes scrolling through thinspo, hoping and praying that, if they starve/puke/overexert themselves enough, they’ll be skin and bones, too. Nobody likes dying on the inside while other people eat food in front of them because, God, it just smells so good, and maybe I could be normal for one day and eat with them…But that voice in your head tells you you’re not normal, you’re a fat pig who doesn’t deserve to eat like everybody else. Nobody likes crying themselves to sleep after, what seems to them like a binge, but to everybody else, was a normal meal. Nobody likes actually binging until their guts feel like they’re ripping open. Nobody likes being a complete hypocrite by telling other people to run away from this shit and never look back because it’s not worth it, while diving deeper into it, themselves. But here I am, being a complete hypocrite. If you’ve just started browsing thinspo, I’m begging you to leave. Leave, and never come back. This shit just isn’t worth it. I’m so fucking tired, all the time. Food isn’t fun anymore. I can’t even enjoy how good something tastes because all I can think about is how fat I’m afraid it’s going to make me. It eats away at me every second of every day. This isn’t what you want.

J (via unicorno-x)

i only feel pretty when I don’t eat

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No no no

Don’t eat that. It’ll make you even fatter. Remember why you’re doing this For the collarbone The slim waist nice legs Being able to wear cute clothes not being the fat friend being wanted. So, keeping going and you’ll get there.

photography by Kiki Xue for Harper’s Bazaar China

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17531) I kind of really hate myself because I know I don't have an eating disorder, but I'm always reading the confessions on here and looking at thinspo blogs. I know sometimes I don't eat all day, or just X or whatever, but I'm still fat, nothing's changed. I'm just a fake and I hate myself I don't mean to make other people's suffering look like less because I'm an idiot. This confession doesn't even make sense I'm sorry

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