I’m afraid of my intensity,
when I love, when I hate, because it’s like a volcano, that even I can’t calm.
I’m afraid of my emotions, ‘cause they are like the ocean, serene, but suddenly form a tsunami, threatening to destroy my insides.
I’m afraid of my depth, it can be too dark and engulfing, it might drive me insane at any moment, if I’m not careful.
I’m afraid of my care, as I’m aware of my hate for humans, yet with those who get to know me, I will put them before myself, even if that means hurting me.
I’m afraid of my complexity, so unique yet so confusing, I find myself lost, not knowing to where go, not knowing who I am or who to be.
- Thoughts of a Scorpio who can’t sleep…

