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@angrysmolbean

She/Her, Asexual
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you ever read a fic so good that every few paragraphs (or hell- every few SENTENCES) you have to go to another app or tab while walking laps cause it’s making you go nuts? yeah

Pavitr: Do ever think abt the pull Gwen and Miles have on each other? Cuz Miles was abt to change career so he could study interdimensional travel and I'm pretty sure Gwen was secretly plotting to overthrow you so she could see Miles whenever the fuck she wants

Miguel: Pav...what the fuck are you talking about

"You can't be a lurker on tumblr." Yes, you absolutely can. I've been quietly reblogging things since 2014 and I haven't interacted with anyone in years.

Yeah you know what, this fucking sucks. The other 4 grown men on board can choke and they got what they deserved. But I feel so awful for this kid.

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Do you ever just think about RIPeter and just

He was so excited to not be alone, he was immediately ready to take Miles under his wings and mentor him.

I'm sure he had many thoughts running through his head before he died, and one of them was definitely sorrow about how Miles was going to be alone like he was. That Miles was going to have to figure it out on his own like he had to. I bet he also felt sorrow for himself, too, he had just found Miles and their future seemed so bright, only to have it snuffed out before it even had a chance.

I love Peter B and the other Spiders, but fuck do I mourn 1610 Peter so much, he seemed so kind.

And I'm crying again fuck

I have to get this off my chest: Femininity is not liberating for everyone. Especially not for people who were forced into femininity. Masculinity is not inherently bad. For a lot of people masculinity is far more comforting and liberating than femininity will ever be. Do the work to separate your trauma with cis men and toxic masculinity, and stop hurting transmasc people with your bs bio/gender essentialist rhetoric. Trans men and trans masc people are not your enemies, masculinity is not your enemy, and femininity is not always your friend. As long as it’s not hurting people let trans men be happy to be masculine. To deny trans men their masculinity is transphobic. You aren’t less transphobic towards trans men just because you say how pretty transfems are every fifteen seconds for brownie points, bc this demonization of masculinity hurts them too. Trans joy includes affirming masculinity.

this whole oceangate submarine fiasco has actually led to a lot of interesting talks and debates about the grey area of human empathy vs the inclination to recoil at the bizarre behaviors of the ultra wealthy and how people struggle with both ideas and is actually very interesting to watch play out in different types of people

Having had the confirmation that they have all died, likely in a catastrophic depressurization during descent on the 18th which is when they lost contact, I’m in a place of both “good riddance” and also “I am grateful for them and their families that if they had to die, it was quick”. 

They were people and it’s awful they died. But also goddamn what the fuck kind of choice was this trip, this was so avoidable just by not going down in the discount untested unregulated submersible, if you had to go down at all.

One of my favorite tropes is character with a nasty toxic personality who tries very hard to do the right thing anyway

I like my protagonists sad, tired, bitter, fully convinced they will never get the recognition they deserve, but they still gotta get up in the morning and be a good person

guys i have had a vision of miles telling miguel about the whole 'i can have my cake and eat it too' but the whole times he's using the term bizcocho which means cake in puerto rico but in some parts of mexico it means vagina and i just 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

miles (trying to show off his spanish): see you can have your bizcocho and eat it too!!

miguel: why the fuck are you talking about my pussy