My angels were due April 20, 2017 👼🏻👼🏻 Though I can't have them in this realm, hopefully I'll meet them someday.
It's hard to believe my first child would be this old by now... even harder to believe my twins would be due any day now, and they're not here. It still hurts, but I am determined to keep living for them, and the future children we could still have.
Short passage from Blue Moon by Alyson Noel. This one really hit home.
I was 6 weeks pregnant when I lost my baby, clearly I can’t say for certain if it would have been a boy or a girl, but I did have an absolutely vivid dream one night, that my grandmother (who I never met, she died when my dad was 11) was holding my baby, and he was a boy, and in my dream I called him Jason, so when ever I refer to the baby now I say Jason, because it seemed so real.
Forever. That’s a promise.
There’s not a day that goes by that don’t think of you, you’ll always be in my heart.

