Am I incapable of love after her?
I really don’t know. The last five years alone though…they somehow imply otherwise.
Ultimate sexual fantasy?
falling in love and it working out
🌈 some soft things to stay alive for:
- seeing a heart-shaped cloud
- music you could fall asleep to
- warm blankets straight from the dryer
- gifts with a lot of thought in them
- surprise breakfasts in bed
- hot cups of cocoa when it’s cold
- rainbows during a sun shower
- cute artwork that you connect with
- little hopes that come true
- feeling safe with someone you love
- taking care of a used plushie
- yummy edible cookie dough
You can heal, you are fully capable of recovering. It will get better, so please hold on to life, hold on to yourself, because you matter even if your sick. You are good enough and you deserve this healing.
the last time i had my shit together i was like 6 years old
