"Come on baby calm me down, you're the only one who knows how"

"You are my peach, You are my plum, You are my earth, You are my sun" I love you so much Jessica Eld I can't wait until the day where we share a surname I love you 🌹❤🌹

Music is always something I've felt strongly about, no matter what's happening I turn to music to help me feel better,

This morning I woke up to the news lil peep had passed away and I've been trying to register that in my head and I can't.

I've never felt physically upset about celebrities/musicians passing away before now and it's a strange feeling as I didn't know him but I feel like I'm missing him, and I think that reflects his music, his music was so truthful and personal it felt as if you knew him and I felt I could connect with his music deeply. Scrolling through social media today I can see how much of a impression he had on so many other people and how much he was loved, the rap and emo scene has been left with a huge hole in it today that cannot be filled.

RIP Gustav, you deserved a happy ending, you deserved to be happy.

I hope you've found your peace and things are better for you now

Rest easy peep

🌹🌹🌹🌹🌹

Little things I love about you

- you appreciate the sky

- you wear my hoodies to college

- you call geese deedees

- you have cold hands that I get to warm up

- you like to cuddle all night

- your sense of humour and the dimples in your cheeks when you smile

- the way your eyes shine and face lights up when you're talking about things that excite you

- all the cute outfits you wear

- you always take pictures of us together

- you always check that I'm ok

- simple things like sleepovers make you happy

- you make lots of pasta (pasta is good)

- that you are the most beautiful and kind hearted person I know, who gives endless amounts of love and affection. All of you is perfect, and I'll always tell you that until you believe me, you're the best thing to come into my life and I hope you never leave it, because I'd be empty without you, I love you x

I used to think I wouldn't feel like this when I got older but I'm at 17 now still sat up in bed at night crying

I want to die in a accident that was nobodies fault, so everybody who has to deal with me can feel like they weren't to blame