T W // E D

This user has ED but supports and encourages recovery

me @ me: losing weight is literally not that hard u just have no discipline and it's embarrassing

Im losing everything but weight

i don’t think people on this app talk about how your disorder takes over your life. it takes over every thought that you’re able to have. something switches in your head and months and months later you realise that this disorder is used as a ‘coping mechanism’. it’s not just wanting to lose weight anymore or wanting to feel the euphoria of seeing the numbers drop. it’s the distraction that this disorder supplies. i haven’t cried properly in months because my mind is constantly full with the voice of my disorder. my eating disorder coaxes the miserable thoughts that now lie deep within my head. it may be a good thing if you look at it in a certain light, but it’s exhausting. this disorder takes over your fucking life so please try to get out when you can.

i literally don’t have any of my own friends anymore, just the people my gf hangs with. i have lost almost everyone in my life due to isolating myself and pushing everyone further away because all i can think about is this disease. please get help before it’s too late

Scale: hey u gained weight

Me: dude I'm gonna need you to stop, you're really throwing off my vibes right now :/

existing (embarrassing)

body shaming men is also wrong and not funny

body shaming any gender is wrong and not funny

Me: Eats like a normal person for a week.

Me: This is detrimental why do I keep binging, I’m faking my eating disorder.

it’s so annoying when somebody making a post venting about their ED mentions the amount of calories they eat and all the notes are filled with “omg 500 a day?? that’s a binge for me” like…..shut the fuck up. why are you flexing on somebody else’s eating disorder like seriously shut the fuck up

this post is poppin rn I’m glad y’all have common sense

Hello please reblog this if you’re okay with people sending you random asks to get to know you better

Constant apologizing is a side effect of emotional abuse so don’t be a dick about someone who does that

Having ur main emotional response be crying is so embarrassing like ill be trying to explain why im mad or ill try having a serious convo abt smthn that upsets me and ill start crying like a baby and i have to like turn around and go “i am not crying 4 pity or to emotionally manipulate u im crying cuz im a little bitch, give me a sec”

i don’t feel like i’m old enough to be my age

I have a “wtf is wrong with people” moment at least four times a day

my kink is when people tell me they were thinking about me

This is my best friend. At the moment she’s being kept alive by tubes and needles because her eating disorder is currently stronger than she is.

Does she weigh 90lbs? No, she doesn’t. Does it look like her eating disorder is “less severe” because she’s not “that thin”? Do you think her situation sounds “less severe” because she’s not “that thin”?

Tubes and needles. Constant supervision. Pain, anger, agony. Hunger, thirst, suffering. Dizziness, constipation, freezing cold. Passing out in front of other patients and staff. Painful injections of vitamins and whatnot. Nurses who’re force feeding her, who’re forcing fluids into her body because her eating disorder is currently stronger than she is.

90lbs or not, without treatment - my best friend will die.

Would you have walked past her on the street and thought she even had an eating disorder at all? Probably not, because people keep believing you can measure or estimate a persons physical and mental health state based on the silhouette of someone’s body.

You can’t.

Never underestimate someone’s eating disorder just because they don’t look “that thin” to you. Being “thin” is just one of MANY symptoms of an eating disorder and it’s far, far from the most important one. Anyone can struggle and if someone you know struggles: don’t assume they’re alright just because they don’t look “that thin”.

Eating disorders come in one size; MISERABLE.

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reblogging this again because it’s important and we should always know that eating disorders don’t give a fuck about sizes. it’s a mental illness.

“nice blog”

thank you im really good at clicking reblog