11.17.20💙
You probably haven’t read this in a long time, but I still post. You probably forgot about me like most, but I just wanted to show you I truly cared. This may be the last time I ever post. If you’re still out there or occasionally read it..send me a sign.
Until next time.
Darling, (I still love you though)
Just say you will (I still love you though)
Will you remember those times? (I still love you though)
That I have held until (I still love you though)
Tonight, (I still love you though)
If you say you will, (I still love you though)
I’ll leave it all behind (I still love you though)
Don’t you remember those times? (I still love you though)
10.24.20
what a wild year 2020 is.
i never thought you’d be out of my life
i wonder where you are
i wonder if i ever cross your mind
i still love you.
i hope the best for you.
happy birthday.
“I hope you find yourself out there. I hope you figure out your heart. I hope you figure out your mind. I hope you learn how to be kind to yourself. How to embrace the journey you are on. I hope you learn to be proud of the person you are becoming. I hope you learn to be proud of where you are - even if it isn’t exactly where you want to be.”
— Bianca Sparacino (via perrfectly)
well, it’s my birthday and as lame as it is..i still only want to hear from you.
it’s my day, but it’s actually yours. i hope i cross your mind.
06.17.20💙
i miss you all the time.
i think about you all the time.
i wonder if you’re okay,
i wonder if you’re happy,
i wonder if you think about me,
i wonder if you miss me,
i wonder if you still love me,
i wonder if you wish you were here.
i fucking do.
💙
trying, tell you, girl, i can’t love you, i’m a cold-hearted lil' demon. dysfunctional, i can't show affection, might bug out for no reason. really you don't even gotta be here, i done got so used to people leavin’. you was ridin' for me, then you switched up, now it's fuck you and i meant it. couple situations left me traumatized, now i say less 'cause i’m speechless.
04.07.20
A year ago today was one of the worst days of my life. Hit and run by a drunk guy, sitting in a hospital in philly, stuck walking around philly. no car, no phone just thinking about life and you.
i still love you though.
04.06.20
a year ago today was one of the best days of my life. i got to spend it with you and h. you’ll never know how much i miss and love you both.
You never know who speaks up for you. Don’t burn any bridges. Sometimes it’s best to keep your mouth closed because you never know what people really think about you. You open your mouth and then they form an opinion of you. Never forget that.
i don’t know if i can
03.24.20
You pushed me away over and over and I’m still here. Still thinking about you every day even after all that happened. I hope you never forget me and the amazing times we shared.
i never felt alive until i met you.
i hope you’ll always be my player 2.
no one reads this. why do i even still have it? just know you’re always on my mind.
