amanda

“love is light. love is the key and the door. love opens you to your greatest potentials and your darkest shadows. it shines light on all that you are…as well as all that you haven’t dealt with. if handled correctly, love will help you heal and focus the spotlight on becoming and filling your self with your highest and greatest good. if abused, which is a possibility when you’re unfilled internally, the feeling of love can become an addiction & its absence after a taste will feel devastating. when you’re whole, you won’t have less by giving or not receiving. and if leaves, it won’t leave the devastation of absence. you won’t be or have less, you will simply have new memories and flavors of love to appreciate and be grateful for having experienced. love heals. love shines light on all that you are so that you can heal and grow and become whole - your truest self. then, hopefully, you will fill self with love from within, and any external source of love will be a bright bonus, extra spotlight to your already illuminating sun”

“I want to show you every poem i wrote about what happened, every broken memory from what you did. Maybe then you’d get it. Maybe then you’d stop thinking I’m the one who hurt you”