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CONCEPT: tonight the wolves are silent/my own name no longer dissolves like sugar on my tongue when i say it/i can bleed without bleeding out/the thought of tomorrow does not terrify me anymore/i can write about the stars without wanting to return or dissolve/every breath no longer feels like a long hard won war/i no longer feel alone in every crowd/the calculator in my head finally stopped working/ i am breathing. i am still breathing.
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Tell me, father, which to ask forgiveness for: what I am, or what I’m not? Tell me, mother, which should I regret: what I became, or what I didn’t?

thoughts of a stray iii | m.a.w (via dvoyd)

im obsessed w physical closeness, romantically….not even sexually just if u date me it’s all hugging all the time we are gonna lay in bed and im gonna cuddle w u, we will stand in the kitchen and i will stand hip to hip w u, u will sit on the couch and i will stroke your hair and kiss your forehead….it’s so intoxicating as a concept