so I have an idea for a vocaloid ask game but I don’t know if anyone else wants to do it

okay since at least two people like the idea

first vocaloid song I remember listening to: monster by kira

first vocaloid i recognized as a vocaloid: rin and len

favorite vocaloid song: abnormality dancin girl favorite vocaloid producer: kairiki bear

favorite vocaloid: flower

favorite design of flower: gynoid talk

favorite vocaloid song character: tame mene and the character from 不純性交遊 by flg4

@socks-wizard-money-gang @mspaint-flower @justgoji @thegalacticidiot @tecpolel @digitalcatastrophes @karimimi @ur-local-remy-kinnie @duskcitrus @poisoned-sugar11 @princessanieloid @olliesneweyes @thesapphicschedule @skribblez @skrunklivflour

I'm going to do it as fast as possible, I've done a lot of tags today 🥲

• first vocaloid song I remember: Ieavan Polka.

• first vocaloid you recognized as a vocaloid: Miku (it's obvious...I know...)

• favorite vocaloid song: I don't have favorites.

• favorite vocaloid producer: Hitoshizuku x Yama (it's one of many)

• favorite vocaloid(s): Gumi, Megurine Luka, Kamui Gakupo and Kagamine Rin.

• favorite gumi, luka and gakupo's design: Gumi Ai Voice (I like them all, but this one makes me so tender in it), Luka v4 (I feel like her hate is too exaggerated in my opinion...), Power Gakupo and I love all Rin's design <3

• favorite character from a vocaloid song: I repeat, I don't have favorites, it makes me want to listen to the song I want at the moment.

@gremlinsbooty @tomboyjessie13 @apastelsunsetpainting @mollyjimbly

Thanks for tagging me, bestie! :3

Feel free to join! Couldnt think of whom to tag, so...

@shiokaiton @am0ng-us-sus and etc.

Thanks for tagging :3

First vocaloid song I remember - King by Kira

First vocaloid I recognized as vocaloid - Miku

Favorite producer(s) - Deco*27,Mitchie M,Wowaka,Neru

Favorite vocaloid(s) - Luka,Meiko,Gumi

Favorite vocaloid song(s) - Teo,Matryoshka,Lost one's weeping,Jushumoshuko,Pomp and Circumstance,Becoming Potatoes

Favorite design of Luka,Meiko,Gumi - Meiko Blue Crystal/WxS Meiko,Luka's Blossom module (project Diva)/WxS Luka,Gumi V4

Favorite character from a vocaloid song - Banica Conchita from 'The Evil Food Eater' by MOTHY

Pssst... @dont-mind-me-i-just-exist Hey... Wanna join?

SOMEBODY HELP ME!!

POMP AND CIRCUMSTANCE HAS BEEN STUCK IN MY HEAD FOR THE PAST WEEK!!

I CAN'T GET IT OUT OF MY HEAD BECAUSE IT'S SO CATCHY!!

WHY DOES IT HAVE TO BE SO FUCKING HORNY?!?!

IRANA SUBETE WA IRANAI-

MIGAKI AGETERU JAMA NA PRIDE

MUIMI NA SEKAI NO RUURU KURAI MUDA TO SHIKA IIYOU GA NAI

The person I reblogged this from is awesome as fuck.

*makes little goblin noises as I reblog this*

7 People You’d Like to Know Better

Thank you @skyrim-forever ! I pass the torch to: @john-liberal @theauthor27 @dynamite124 @kynarreth @rock-pikmin-is-funny @serbiadisturbia @gemsweater72

Last song listened to: Be my Everything (English Version). It’s a solo song from one of the members of a K-pop group named Purple Kiss, and it’s fantastic! Great vocals, even though I do prefer the other song from the single more.

Currently Watching: Nashville (2013) and the new season of The Dragon Prince. I only have one episode of Nashville left and it’s the finale, so that’s pretty sad. I’m three episodes into season 5 of Dragon Prince and really liking it! I’m glad the animation has improved since the beginning.

Currently Reading: Nothing now. I just finished Dear Mothman by Robin Gow and loved it though! It is written for young teens, but it’s a really great queer narrative and is written through some very nice free verse poetry.

Current Obession: It’s mainly Skyrim (liked it so much I made a Tumblr blog for it, after all), but since I talk a lot about that, I’ll also mention Hollow Knight. I’m playing it right now and it’s very hard, but very good! I like how little handholding it does.

Oh this is my second time doing this, ok.

Last song: Caramelladansen, my music playlist has betrayed me.

Currently watching (Well, at least trying to watch, I'm unproductive even when it comes to shows): It's always sunny in Philadelphia.

Currently reading: The Project Sekai stories, if that even counts as reading.

Current obsession: Project sekai.

Just gonna go down my mutual list here : @socks-wizard-money-gang @marlodoesstuff @skribblez @theartshift @2-kakimiko-1 @balakay119 @olliesneweyes

idek how many times I've done this

Last song - Idol - YOASOBI. trying to learn the dance

Currently watching - Oshi No Ko

Currently reading - my friend's fic...kind of

Current obsession - project sekai

@idontdrinkgatorade @justahealingblonde @snowdropstarr @my-autism-adhd-blog

@ai-honamin @vivid-badsquad @silversakaki

:0000 thanks for the tag !!

last song: 何もない by atari but specifically a matsudappoiyo cover done by omyo

currently watching: ummm. i'm waiting for episode 5 of link click rn (won't be released til thursday 😔😔)

currently reading: was reading a link click fic but as for actual books i'm still in the process of reading 'because internet'. i'm on the last chapter though. i need to buy more linguistics books lol

current obsession: it's the link click brainrot for me. also vocautau remain to be constant obsessions for me since last summer lmao.

tagging (no pressure) @ollie-in-the-stars, @indigothemuse, @kazooreal, @vercruva, and anyone else that wants to :D

thanks so much for the tag!! :D

last song: kyogensho by hello sleepwalkers

i listened to some random stuff on a jp rhythm game more recently but i can't read the kanji for the names lol, since i'm on holiday overseas i don't have data for spotify so these minutes of wifi right now are precious LMAOO

anyhow hsw is prrrrrobably still my favourite band- last year i listened to only them every day for months.. spotify wrapped 2022 was concerned

currently watching: pokémon indigo league

i am horrible at watching things so i am on and off for a lot of things.. i was going to put ouran highschool host club or horimiya but i'm more consistent with pokémon so yeah

i was absolutely obsessed at the age of 8 and now my younger brother is turning 8 in six days so.. time to rewatch and pass down the family tradition (forgot how much i loved james)

currently reading: (here we go) surfeit of lampreys (ngaio marsh), the folk keeper (franny billingsley), castle swimmer (wendy lian martin)

i usually read one thing at a time but i am unpredictable as the bri'ish weather!! the first book is really cool so far, a classmate recommended it to me and i am enjoying it (i also love murder mysteries), especially the characters and the time it's set in. the second is a gift from my cousin and i LOVE the protagonist so much it's unreal (i also love the name corin after finding zenless zone zero last year lol) and the plot seems cool so far, i'm not far through it though. third is a webtoon and i am very inconsistent with this rec from my cousin but i feel like i'll enjoy it!! (my first webtoon, i am so uncultured)

ahem that was a lot excuse me i love this kind of this

current obsession: ..either pokémon or pierce the veil (a band)

if someone asked me on the spot though i'd say hello charlotte, tbhk or death note as to be judged less www and also since i like them more whereas the ones i wrote above are more recent.. to be honest i'm not obsessed with anything majorly at the moment, but the thing i got into most recently is ib.. i am also becoming an enstarrie

these are all cool i would recommend them all :)) hello charlotte especially OH OH OH actually let me change my answer to miyashita yuu because i have been ranting about his music and covers recently (anyone who listens to him PLEASE interact)

HELP this feels so long but anyone who read this thank you ww

tagging @briannaswords @vimceite @lemuseeinvisible @zelda-obsessed and anyone else who'd like to do this :)) endlessly writing about myself is enjoyable (cue evil laughter)

Thank you for the tag <3 :D

Last song listened to: D-D-DANCE by IZ*ONE

afghshfj this song is so groovy it’s insane. It’s like a spell is put on you. Even if they disbanded a few years ago, iz*one are still on top when it comes to quality music ^^

Currently watching: Wandering Son

I wanted to watch anime with trans rep bc I’m trans lol and found this one, I’m at the last episode. It made me cry many times just bc I was so touched by the characters. Especially the main character, Nitori. I feel bad for her, I just want to give her a hug and tell her I’m proud of her. The anime treats well the subject of transness (?) among younger people and the feeling of dread and confusion with puberty. I saw myself a lot in the transmasc character, Takatsuki, theyre literally me agshgshs a sweet anime with a nostalgic style and surprisingly angst scenes. I love the opening song!!

Currently reading: Le ballet des requins by Yunikorne

yeah it’s on wattpad bc I’m too broke to afford actual books..but also if you dig deep enough, this shitty app actually has good books??? For exemple this one, which is french bc I mostly read in french. It’s simply abt two boys falling in love during summer break. It’s cute, funny, sweet made me laugh so many times. Sure the writing is kinda basic, but it’s my ultimate comfort book (right now I’m re reading it) <3 The jokes are clever, the characters are lovable, the romance are natural, it’s just brilliantly made. A little bubble of happiness :)

Current obsession: at the top of my head, kpop music (you can side eye me it’s ok 😭), and a video game streamer named Ant, I found him on YouTube where he posts his twitch streams and I think he’s nice and chill, his videos that I watched are really entertaining! He made me discover some good video games. His streams keep me away from boredom.

Sorry this is long af, I could ramble abt this stuff for hours and hours :’) tagging these ppl but pls don’t feel pressure to do this 👍 @bompbompdundundundun @greatsabrecatwoman @princessanieloid @skullnutzz

Thanks you for tagging me uwu

Last Song: Yang Deng/Senluo - shinra_logic feat. Megurine Luka

I heard it for the first time last night and fell in love with both this producer and his work <3

Currently Watching: I don't know if it counts, since it's an unofficial web series but I like Nintendo High!

Despite i'm not being a fan of Sonic, I'm looking forward to the 5th chapter that will be released the following week ^^

Currently Read: Evillious novels would count?

I'm still stuck in Madness of Duke Venomania, I haven't had time to continue it ;-;

Currently Obsession: Mogeko Castle became part of my list of games that I love 😔

Tagging time: @gremlinsbooty @tomboyjessie13 @drama-glob @a-gang-of-silly-bananas @citriinestars @apastelsunsetpainting

Thank you for tagging, bestie!!

Last song - Julie Fowlis - Touch the sky (from Disney's Brave)

This song is a definition of freedom and younghood spirit, in my opinion. I know that not so many people liked this movie for its plot flaws, but as a kid i really enjoyed this movie. It had wonderful soundtrack and really touching ending.

Currently watching - Supernatural

Yes, tumblr people, it really is happened. I watching this goddamn show (currently on season 5), and the question is - why main characters are still stayin` alive for obvious reasons, but important characters (such as one kiddo, who could kill a demon with one sight) were either forgotten or killed?

Currently reading - Guardians of Ga`Hoole

These books are more brutal and serious than the movie adaptation (even though i still love the movie for its animation and soundtrack), just in case. In other words, i really enjoy reading them, not only because of owls being one of my favourite birds, but for really breathtaking story..

Current obsession - Hollow Knight

Recently began to play HK, and i admit that these bugs-looking creatures are really charming. Besides, the gameplay seems to be quite difficult at times, but it is really fun!

Tag!

@am0ng-us-sus @socks-wizard-money-gang @shiokaiton @killjoy-prince @the-annoying-moth @everythingnicespiceandsugar @poisoned-sugar11

Aaa thank you for tagging!

Last song: Ussewa (ado)

Currently watching: Helluva boss. That show fucking slays.

Currently reading: Literally nothing,but the last book I read was 'the sky is yours' but I never finished. It was a little sus so I didn't want my parents seeing and banning me from the library. It was pretty good tho...

Current obsession: ... I think everyone knows at this point. Vocaloid lol it's really the only obsession I've been into for so long... I used to obsess over Warrior cats,after that it was Alcatraz Versus the Evil Librarians (I still love that series omfg it's so funny go read it lol)

Random facts:

1.I'm too fucking tall to walk through my basement without bumping my head on the low celing (I'm not even like... An adult yet I'm just a fucking skyscraper of a teenager)

2.I have had eleven pet birds,a snake,cat,leopard gecko,bearded dragon,three dogs,and a fish (I know I know my house is a zoo... And I also have a bunch of siblings,so they've contributed to this list,too... I just end up taking care of all the pets lol... All the birds were mine tho...)

3. I could not draw people until about a year or so back. They looked terrible and I could only draw furries,but over time I learned how to draw people (Thanks to the support of my Tumblr friends who have watched me grow from the start like thanks y'all 😢)

Sorry no '@' i don't really know anyone who wasn't already tagged that I don't already know tons about...

reblog to feed her pellets. ignore to squish her like a bug.

Is this the right stuff?

Part three: Recovery

TW: This chapter has implied/referencd self-harm and implied/referenced attempted suicide,these implications are not graphic in anyway,but are implied a few times. On the lighter side of things,eating/sleep disorders are mentioned breifly,sex is very lightly implied at one or two points

Hey guys I'm alive lol I'm back!

Here's the third and final part to the story! Love y'all!

International Friendship Day ( ˆᴗˆ)🌏(•́ᴗ•̀ )

Hello, folks!

Today is 30th of July - International Friendship Day, another day to say that it is amazing to know and feel that I have such a wonderful friends all around the world (from North America, Latin America, Europe and to Asia! :0), and no matter the distance, no matter the country where you living - your friendship means a world to me. And even these words are not enough to describe my feelings about you, guys.

Thank you and i love you all. <3

Yours truly, Grem

Tagging my very-very special friends:

@princessanieloid @shiokaiton @ask-the-vocafamilies @a-gang-of-silly-bananas @am0ng-us-sus @incohearent @ogurch @anithevocaloidfan @maguro-maho @unicodepepper @socks-wizard-money-gang @the-annoying-moth

Aaaa thank u so much!! I love you,tooGremmy 💜💙💛

Uhmm...

Girlfriends !!!!!

Part two: By your side

Tw: Strong language,abuse depicted (not badly) abuse implied/referenced,PTSD flashbacks (That scene may actually be very disturbing to some) vomiting,abandonment issues. (Again,the bathing scene is not written to be sexual in any way)

Okay here's chapter two fr this time.