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@alysssieee

you are taking me apart like bad glue on a get well card•

eating fried rice at 1am in bed is self care don’t tell me different

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leaxavr

Sometimes I forget you are suffering, my love... And you don't even know that sometimes I am too.

Shoutout to everyone who doesn’t actually have a solid best friend because their best friends have better best friends or because they don’t bond enough with people to have best friends, or because their ‘best friends’ constantly come and go and it just kinda leaves them feeling vaguely isolated even though they might have plenty of regular friends.

Depression is feeling like you are dying, experiencing every terrible emotion that exists, but never getting the relief of it actually ending. It's just a perpetual loop of suffocating under the weight of self hatred with incessant pricking of how you matter to no one.

20th of Sunday March, thats when I couldn’t take it, I cut myself repeatedly on the legs and arms, I struggled breathing, holding back tears. 21st of Monday the school found out they called me in and talked to me, after that they then called my mother. I had maths next I couldn’t bear it, my teacher wouldn’t let me leave even though I was breaking with tears falling down my face. All what comforted me that lesson was my friend. When I got home my mum didnt understand, she got angry and I got upset. I didnt tell her the reason until she pulled me out of the house to go food shopping. I was sat in the car, crying, trying to explain to her why i hate myself so much. She understood more but not really. She thinks the feeling I have the hate for myself has gone but it hasn’t, its their day and night rain or shine. Ever since that day I cant stop thinking about hurting myself but I cant I just cant hurt anyone else by doing it. Well the thing im trying to say is never start cause when you start there’s no escape.

My dog and my bunny were playing in the back yard and I thought other people might enjoy watching as much as me

Please watch this video

This is one of the most magical things I have ever seen

That bun thinks it’s a doggo

My favorite thing about bunz is that they express joy by leaping around. That’s a happy bun.

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mugica

im about to test the limits of discord nitro

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mugica

we are almost there folks

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mugica

discord you can lag all you want but you arent going to stop me from fitting the entire bee movie into a 50 MB gif.

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Let me win, you fool.

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mugica

is this how we play this game? very well.

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mugica

my friends support me. i know within my heart. i can do it.

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I did it…. I did it everyone. I’m the happiest person in the world.