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like-midnight-rain

I’m sorry that I’m clingy and I’m sorry that I want to talk to you all the time and I’m sorry that I can be annoying. I’m sorry. I’m only clingy because I don’t want to lose you.

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awesomeinmypants

It’s not that I want to kill myself i just.. want to stop existing. Just for a little bit.

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samanthatot

If I could i would but I don’t know how so I suppose it’s time to move on..

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the thought of you being with someone else hurts. the thought of you thinking about someone else hurts. the thought of you talking to someone else hurts. but it was bound to happen anyways. that’s reality.

(via itsthatgirl-lizz)

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metaf
It’s gonna be easier to walk away & hurt for a while than to hold on to something that ain’t ever gonna happen.

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caramelcoatedxxxtacy
Don’t.Don’t burn the pictures.Don’t rip the handwritten love letters up.Don’t destroy the memories that made you the happiest; because time heals but also brings regret.Because you can’t go back & you’ll never have another 1st love. Years will pass & you won’t remember the color of his eyes in detail quite like you did. And it’s going to break you down because you’ll find yourself in bed at 2:10 in the morning trying to remember the way his lips curved when he smiled but it’s been too long & all the pictures you have with him are gone.. And you’ll start to think that maybe you shouldn’t have been so fucking impulsive.Put everything in a box & only open it after you’ve moved on & want to revisit a time that was filled with genuine love & innocence. Because despite what you’ve been told, you can let go without forgetting.It’s okay to trace the poems he wrote you in cursive with your fingertips, remembering what it was like the first time you laid eyes on him.It’s okay to smile at the pictures of you two kissing; after all, his lips were the ones to show you how it was done-it’s okay if your eyes well up because you can still feel him holding your shaking hands. It’s okay if you laugh at the promise of forever that two kids made because even though it was too big of a promise at that age, it was admirable.It’s okay to close that box & put it back under your bed or in the back of your closet to collect dust for another 6 months while you live & fall in love again & again.You will always remember him, with or without the pictures but having them makes it alot easier when you’re no longer a kid & you’ve loved a handful of men after him & the color of their eyes are mixing in with his & all you want is to be sure. When all you want is to remember a time where love was him walking you home from school kissing you on the cheek. When love didn’t mean doing drugs or getting undressed.

I wish I could remember the exact color of his eyes & what it felt like to be pure again. (via caramelcoatedxxxtacy)