Thinking about you
I have had good times and I’m grateful. There is nothing and it becomes blank.
What I offer is solid, or true even a squiggly line leading back into itself.
I’ve had bad times and I’m sad. Would it help to say I don’t have strength for it anymore?
Whatever it is clear and this is all I wanna be.
Another Day
While I sat daydreaming of being somewhere else,
The thought of utter betrayal crosses my mind.
Could I please understand others in my personal idea correctly?
Selfishness is very real, as if the people around me have dropped some glass.
Please help them pick it up. The truth settles and during throughout that time what are we actually going to do?
Seriousness can possess someone and now they think “I’m never going to fulfill anything”. The lie stirs, probably could just pick it up himself.
Letters to the one
When there is something there in between the thoughts you could go one of two ways.
Easy to stray
Hard to say
When the direction is unclear and your left to only go straight
Would you give into hate
Or is it that you got in late
The moment in between thoughts is for you, and only you.
Love,
Bella
Letters to the one
Hello stinky,
To say you stink is an understatement. The way you give off an aroma of great taste is beyond comprehension.
With a mix of lavender and lemon the combination makes me jump on my tip toes.
Whenever you’re ready to shove it in a bottle, just start production.
Thank you.
Love,
Bella
Letters to the one
Dear honey bun,
I wouldn’t call you these names if it means nothing. Most of the time I just prefer your name but to cover it up just means it would be sweeter.
I love your name enough to say how many times did you say you’d stay?
Forever I hope, I don’t wanna see you go. Wherever we are together it would be covered in gold.
To your great name.
Love,
Bella
Letters to the one
Dear ****
If you’re the one you’d show me. One step I move and you move the same. Our sync would be so simple that it turns out it’s perfectly compatible.
Unusually, I can imagine all the things we do together before it happens and it works out just as I imagined.
If I am the one you’d show me.
Love,
Bella
Prayer for being in love
I trust God has the perfect one for me. Through the deception of jealousy and the maze of self doubt. The truth would come out shining brighter than the Sun. During every season the day and night would calm every storm. Whichever issue resolved with the reunion of God grace and love. Direction is magnified and purpose is defined as a craftsman and his new creation. Independent and strong until the end of time.
A prayer of abundance
I’m just going
Hello God,
I’ve come to terms with nothing and it’s difficult to listen with my heart instead of being obedient my inconsistency. Help me understand what holds me and what sets me free. I’m sorry for my lack and the pain I’ve brought to myself only putting me down more. Knowingly, I’ve placed boundaries for my expectations so there is a bit of control because my trust in you is shallowed. Before anything, I put away lies. During the day, my mind is focused on your understanding instead of mine. Finally, where am I going because I’d like to know where you want me?
A Prayer about Notion
Knowing it all doesn’t always have a great outcome. It’s more important to have a positive mindset towards every situation and one thing would be leaning towards oblivion. I go to you God because having nothing would then point in your direction. Later, I’d like to point to you when I have everything. Anyways, help me understand those around me with humble, genuine and righteousness eyes. I love you forever
A prayer for anger
No God, no one is entitled to say stop being angry. Whether it be somebody that continuously bugging and trying to make me feel better. Like, a friend that just proves you wrong and is different then who they say. Also, when it comes to somebody that takes something from you and says I have no right to be mad or angry “its over” This is when I’m gonna say no and I’m gonna continue being angry until I see something move. While you are, I wanna be able to be patient in my character so I can please and move forward towards your will but when I’m angry… it’s hard to give it to you. Really, it’s hard to just let it all go and slide it over to you. Knowingly, I know that sometimes my emotions can jumble all over the place and getting what I want is not always going to be there. For the most part, I’ll be angry. Anyways, being angry is not something I want to be so when it comes to this, I just need time and space and I’m glad you’re there with me.
A prayer for doubt and dread
Today is yours, with trials that I continuously bring up I’d put them in front of me and create a step forward in selfishness. My boundaries are constantly being set and pushed towards similarity to the grace Jesus Christ. Toward a day without limits and freedom. O Lord, help me today have victory over the person I present to help your purpose for me.
A prayer for conclusion
There is trust in leaving the future and my shortcomings to you Lord. I may fail and accept being beaten down without understanding. Does my mind think less of you God no. I don’t appreciate punishment Lord help me open my eyes. I’ve come to realize you are first and the best option I can take is a step back from discussing and disagreeing. My failures don’t define me, if they do place them in front of me. Trust me to be the woman that you made me to be, show me the path.