Things they don’t tell you about postpartum:
April 11, 2025 - idk how many days pp
Things move too fast now. He’s growing so quickly. The amount of change that happens is insane and it’s all so much to process. I think I do a decent job at staying in the moment with him and taking the time needed, but at the same time need to prepare myself for grieving the stages that are going by.
It’s only been 3.5 weeks since he was born, but it feels like an eternity. Idk how I’m going to go back to work. I shouldn’t event be thinking about work rn cause I don’t want to go back, but at the same time, I crave getting back to something normal… to life before he was born. All these changes happened so quick, from moving to having him to now, that I am trying to grasp onto whatever I can from before to feel some sort of normal.
PP Anxiety is still kicking my ass. Fingers crossed medication helps soon.








