Avatar

melancholy

@altthoughtss-blog

can you remember who you were, before the world told you who to be?
I always knew that you would break my heart, But then I think, What greater way is there for your heart to be broken; but by the one you love the most. I always knew you'd be my first love,  But I also knew that you wouldn't be my last.  This both excited me, and terrified me.  I always knew you would leave me, But I thought of it in a romanticized way. You'd say you were leaving, we'd both cry, you'd come back and we would have make-up sex because you remembered how much you loved and missed me. But then i know that once you say good-bye and move to the big city, you won't come back. You'll be living out your dreams and i'll be stuck back in 'our' small town, dreaming about how you made it big.

early sunday sunrise thoughts//10-13-15