- NY

When somebody you love hurts you,

When you go throw something ,

You become a different person

You become cold and fierce

You become aggressive ,

You change to such an extent

That even you yourself are scared of

You’re shocked at yourself

Surprised at what you’ve become

Of what you were then ,

And what you’ve become now .

—NY

It’s December 2019 now,the end of a decade . You’re 19 now and on the verge of losing your mind .

You used to feel happy then , felt complete , felt whole . You look at pictures and remember how you felt then , a warmth that was there .

But now when you look at the past pictures ,you don’t feel it anymore , all you feel now is cold and sad and lonely . You feel like a ghost , your soul has left you , the soul which was hopeful, happy and content .

— NY