lost.

I feel like a ghost in my own life

— Franz Kafka

Song of Avignon (1998) directed by Jonas Mekas.

I wonder, do you love her? Do you think of her each morning like I think of you each morning? Do you dream of her at night like I dream of you? Does your heart quicken when you see the twinkle in her eye? Do you get excited feeling her near you? Walking beside her? Do you love to listen to the sound of her like I love to listen to the sound of yours?

I don’t know if you do ((and deep down I hope you don’t)) but one thing I know is true, that no one can love anyone the way I love you.

I wonder if you miss talking to me

You most certainly know the meme below. It is her creation.

Whenever you use it, remember that it was achieved by the incarnation of courage

Rest in peace, Qinni

Blue Jay (2016) dir. Alexandre Lehmann

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text from @especialty

I felt that

Depression is experiencing life being lifeless. It is not the oppostie of happiness, it’s the oppostie of life and a side effect of death

I like it when I’m in a good mood and people think it’s “the real me”. Nope it’s the other one

walks around the house in a mentally ill manner

ok but do you understand how exhausting it is for me to never get a break from me