i hate him i love him i am furious at him i adore him with all my heart i am shaking him by his french lapels i would die for him i just want to hug him he is full of love he is unbearably tragic he's so so funny he has internalised homophobia he's old he's jewish he's my dad he's my best friend he's sick and fucked up he's literally just some guy he's colourblind and he canonically has terrible taste
i inflicted the same pain on tiktok and now i'm unleashing it here too
I post for the bitches who stutter, misspeak, mumble, and speak with an incoherent flow that only makes sense if you are in my brain
You know what? I believe that you can finish your writing project. I believe you can update your fic. I believe you can work on your WIP. I don't care if you think it's cringy or bad. I don't care if we've never met or interacted in our whole lives. I believe in you. Keep going - you've got this.
#right now I'm writing a little something for me#because I don't think is good and i think has too many errors (I'm trying to write it completely in English)#but i had to write it#i just had to#because i Need to know what happened#and now I'm really engaged#i have like 20k words written in 3 chapters that aren't in chronological or finished but i like them ❤️#*order
it fucking sucks how you can do all the therapy and self healing in the world and you still have to wake up living under a capitalist death cult that's killed community and crushes your soul
congrats you want to live and be happy
bad news the world doesn't want that for you
I'll still love fully and crawl to hope until my body gives out anyway I guess
love ignoring things ‘have you seen this terrible show’ no im the ignorer ‘can you believe what that celebrity tweeted yesterday’ i am the ignorer
#i feel like this talking to my coworkers#they talk about all these new shows and I'm just there like#🙂🙃🙂#i don't know don't care#they ask me what do i think about this or that show/movie/celebrity#and i just say 'i don't know it/haven't seen it/it bored me/i don't like it'#they must think i am very boring#and i am#but i either love something to dead or i just don't care#I've been to busy being consumed by last obsession that i literally don't have time or energy for everything else#and i love it
question for my fellow autistics/ppl with sensory issues
this is inspired by a conversation i had with other neurodivergent people, and now i'm curious
#not a big meat fan but i can eat most of them#but there are some variations or parts of it that are hell#boiled chicken? like when is yellow and too soft... i hate it#and piece of grease or nerve? i will literally spite it#any chewy texture is going to the bin#that includes sausage must of the time (except on soup with potatoes because that way it will balance)#if it's too raw i won't eat it either but I'm not sure that is because of the texture#i love sea food#octopus is good because is chewy hard and not chewy soft like my worst enemy meat's nerves and grease#clams are ok as long as they are boiled
me after consuming a wonderful media: wow, can’t wait to read all the great fics!
ao3:
being aware that your behavior is shaped by childhood experiences is so cringe every time i notice it im like ooo look at her can't even get over what someone told him when she was 7. grow up
the "no spoiler culture", mainly perpetuated by the marvel cinematic universe, that pushes the idea that a story is only worth watching and telling if the audience knows absolutely nothing about it beforehand, has done irreparable damage to storytelling and how an audience interacts with the story. in this essay i will-
I think we ALL know who’s behind this leak
#didn't see it but I'm sure it was Newt's fault#i know what it is about and i say good for us#not really shocking but happy anyway#I love spoilers they only give me more reasons to watch something so i don't really get why people were so mad about#but either way I'm pumped for july 28#good omens#Newt you dumb bitch
Type "I am" in the tags and whatever follows is your gender today...
does anyone else hate that work takes up like 90% of your life and you literally are always working and have to form plans and important things and even seeing friends or eating meals around work. it's always just work. im spending my life just being At Work. i don't have time for hobbies or for seeing friends bc it’s always Work. like two days off a week isn't even enough because my days off aren't consecutive so i just spend those days exhausted or doing errands or house chores. there is not enough Time. all the time goes to Work. WHY IS LIFE THIS WAY. humans were not meant for this
happy stimming
kellanium
This is one of my favorite comics of all time.
Autistic stimming needs this, more representation of stimming a positive, pure, happy thing.
twirl you disgusting white boy twirl
