Shouldn't have put the new year in the middle of winter cause then everyone expects you to get your shit together in january. Of all times

"What's your new years resolution" Survive. Ask me again when I'm not vitamin d deficient

Lyrics that ignite similar feelings inside of me

So yeah, it’s a war, it’s the goddamn fight of my life and you started it…you started it.
Not weeping in a party bathroom , some actress asking me what happened, you, that's what happened, you.
You want something that I can’t give anymore, I can’t go back to the way things were before…I’m the one who breathes the smoke from your disaster, then you say it’s my fault, my heart’s beating faster.
You ruined everything good, always said you were misunderstood, made all my moments your own…just fucking leave me alone.
You wanna discuss, ugh, you disgust me, don’t make me cuss you out, why’d you let me down? Don’t say sorry now…and thanks to you I, I can’t love right.
Because of you, I try my hardest just to forget everything…because of you, I don’t know how to let anyone else in.

Sometimes songs about jilted lovers hit hard with me when I think about my dad. Disappointment from parents has always hurt worse than heartbreak.