Since I was born I started to decay

[WHILE COVERED IN MY OWN BLOOD, PUNCTURE WOUNDS IN MY NECK VISIBLE, VERY CLEARLY LIGHTHEADED] i love you. i want you to eat well.

Hello. I’d like to play a game.

You’re in a car with a beautiful boy, and he won’t tell you that he loves you, but he loves you. And you feel like you’ve done something terrible, like robbed a liquor store, or swallowed pills, or shoveled yourself a grave in the dirt, and you’re tired. You’re in a car with a beautiful boy, and you’re trying not to tell him that you love him, and you’re trying to choke down the feeling, and you’re trembling.

If he decides to reach over and touch you, like a prayer for which no words exist, you will feel your heart taking root in your body, like you’ve discovered something you didn’t even have a name for. If he does not, there’s a pipe bomb attached to the vehicle’s engine triggered to explode. You must admit your love any way you choose, but you must admit to it. It is the only way to survive in this world.

Most people are so ungrateful to love, to be loved, to be told they’re loved by the one that loves them … but you won’t be. Not anymore.

A windy day with a moderate temperature will make you feel like you got reborn into a world that really loves you this time

Late night thoughts

there’s two kinds of music, good and bad. I like both.

my main goal in life is genuinely just to have a good day

five year plan? have a good day. plans this weekend? have a good day. why i’m doing what i’m doing? bc i wanna have a good day. it is all about having a good day. nothing’s as precious as the present moment. neither the past nor the future. therefore i will make sure to spend it having a good day

knuckle tats that say YSIK YHMT (acronym for "you said i killed you—haunt me, then!")

if you're not obsessed with anything weird and niche please try harder. stop going outside for a while. consider getting weirder about the things you already like

i blog for like 5 people and 3 of them are me

brian kershiznik / franz stuck / lane demoll / words of lane demoll in the description of their painting “circle dance (six witches)”

Cave Painting, Dance Scene

HORROR FILMS + paintings

i graduated from kill yourself university

already october. that'd freak me out if any year since 2019 had been real. luckily they haven't

As we near the Saw X release I would like to put it out there that I don't want Adam to be alive because it would make no narrative sense however I do want Adam to be alive because I miss him. Hope this clears things up.

New old photos of Amy Lee from the Fallen album cover shoot.

blood test came back positive for full of love

i could be your ugly boyfriend i love wikipedia and car seat headrest and i have strong opinions about everything

THE TWILIGHT SAGA: NEW MOON 2009, dir. Chris Weitz