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Can you do ONE original thing??? Literally just ONE, ffs. I can’t believe not one single thing of yours is original. And everyone falls for it. How pathetic.

I’m fading away

I just love that I’m not worth fighting for.. my feelings aren’t worth being defended..

I wish someone would be proud of me

I’m like one more traumaic experience away from fucking killing myself

I feel like I’m just so fucking repulsive..

I want nothing more than to grow old with you.. but I have needs that are not being met and that is eventually going to manifest into something so much bigger..

Sometimes I get so fucking sad and start to wonder if we will truly work out in the long run... I try to tell you what I need and it’s like my words just fall on deaf ears...

And I’ll probably just fucking hold all of this in like I always do cause if I bring it up it’ll turn into a fight

It would be nice if you even ever looked at my feelings...

It would be nice to have someone who actually enjoys being around me and doing the things I like to do with me instead of just abandoning me and forgetting about me...

I wish you still at least pretended to want me.. it’s like I’m just what you settled for and as soon as there are other options, you’d rather be around someone else..

I’m losing this battle in myself and I’m too ashamed to reach out on my own

please just fucking hear me before it’s too late..

How many naked guys do you have to look at.. you look at them constantly cause I’m too fucking repulsive to keep your attention...

Every fucking day...