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Bro…when’s it gonna be my turn? I’m tired of being played, used, and being a fucking therapist to these dudes. I just want my happy ever after…haven’t I been through enough
Anonymous asked:
Where do you see yourself in 5 years?
Look buddy, i’m just trying to make it to Friday.
Damn...like just when you think you got it all together he comes right back and fucks it up again. And why is there still some part of me that would go running back if he said he was sorry and he loved me and needed me. That’s the fucked up part of love, you can let a person whole destroy you and then the second they say sorry, it’s as if nothing happened and life moves on. I don’t want to wish that he would say those things or want me back. I want to be ready for the person Who can be everything I want and need. But I thought that was him. From day one, I thought he was different. I knew he could be the one because I’d never loved so hard and been so Fucking scared to lose him. But..I guess I had a valid reason to be scared, because here we are 3 months post break up after two years together. I don’t want to be sad any more, I don’t want to be angry, I just want to be done with the situation. I just want to be healed and happy, but I still find myself reminiscing on how we met, the trip to Hawaii, how after 3 days together I felt like I just couldn’t live without him. Maybe that should’ve been a clue, maybe I should’ve run away then. But I didn’t and I fell deeper. Even when he started acting shady, even when he did things I didn’t like and told me I was “a lot”, even after all of the fights, there wasn’t a person in the world who could make me love him less. I guess loving someone unconditionally and being loyal will always be my fatal flaw...
I can just see Jake giving Holt a “gag” card with a popup heart for father’s day… Holt doesn’t appear to change expression except for the slightest smile but it cuts to him showing the card to Kevin over dinner and he says, “You should have seen me, Kevin. I was a blubbering mess over a simple card, it was quite unbecoming of me. I intend to put it up on the mantel.”
I don’t care if that never happens. It’s canon for me.
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‘arent we supposed to have antlers or something’ ‘fuck if i know’
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The first time I kissed you. One kiss, and I was totally hooked. Addicted to you. I could never love anyone the way I love you. I’d follow you across the universe.”
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for the last 2+ weeks, the Amazon has been catching fire. Yes, it’s the season where that’s normal but because of the sayings (aka incentive) of our new president, some farmers are taking advantage of that and intentionally setting the trees on fire. Yesterday, because of this, the sky of São Paulo looked like this. AT THREE IN THE AFTERNOON.
Hospitals of the northern states are filling up with people (especially children and seniors) claiming they can’t breathe properly. ALREADY ENDANGERED ANIMALS ARE DYING. THIS IS SERIOUS.
Germany and Norway, huge donators to the Amazon cause will stop sending money because they don’t see results (that can also be credited to our president, who has been tweeting angrily ever since - not because he cares about the environment, btw). That money gives this guy and his team equipment to save little guys like these:
THIS AFFECTS EVERYONE, NOT JUST BRAZILIANS. The Amazon is the largest rainforest in the world, and it’s being destroyed. WE HAVE TO DO SOMETHING.
If your country is holding elections, vote for someone who cares about this. Don’t let another Bolsonaro or another Trump have the power to do something and then do nothing. This is going to shape our future — if we have one.
PLEASE REBLOG, EVERYONE NEEDS TO SEE THIS!!
side note: not to sound bitter or ungrateful but also like what’s up with Europe... y’all exploited South America for centuries but just because you “aren’t seeing results” you stop helping altogether??
edit: I’m sorry if it sounded like I’m blaming Europe. I’m not. It’s our own government’s fault (Bolsonaro merged the agriculture and environmental ministries when he was elected, for God’s sake) and I’m really sorry if I offended anyone, I was just angry. Please don’t let that be the only thing you take away from this post.
Update: GUYS FRANCE JUST CALLED FOR AN EMERGENCY G7 MEETING TO RESOLVE THIS. I’M SO GLAD!! Let’s hope they get together to like punch our president or something...
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I’m trying not to slip into the depression that was last year. But how do you avoid such a thing when all you can do is worry. I worry that I won’t pass my classes and do well enough to get into a program. I worry that I’m not actually that special and people just pretend to care. I worry that I’m somehow still screwing everything up in my relationship even though I’m just being real. I’m convinced my boyfriend doesn’t actually love me anymore and that I’m more of a burden these days. I’m scared that this end of year is just going to be a repeat of last. A repeat of heart break, of loss, and of the scariest moment of my life. The moment that I actually felt suicidal. I don’t know why this is all rushing back. I don’t know how to stop. I overthink every little change in tone or lack of affection. I overthink every message I receive and even the ones I’ve sent. My brain has turned into a prison and I don’t know how to break free. I just want to be normal again. I want things to be like they were at the beginning of the year. I swore this year was going to be amazing. And I’ve had some very amazing times, but life is a rollercoaster and I’m just waiting for the next drop.