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an autistic one. who does something. and posts stuff. idk.

growing up being autistic but not knowing is just *hiding in room while people are over* *getting tired and needing to recharge after the smallest chores* *getting called a gifted kid* *knowing that you’re “weird” because people are making fun of you but not knowing how to stop being weird* *having adults tell you how “mature” you are* *getting in trouble for not doing work* *convincing yourself that you’re just lazy and stupid because you can’t make yourself do work* *getting really invested in “weird” media*

I grew up knowing I was autistic from age 7 but I didn't care enough to ask what it means, I just thought "oh well if I've went 7 years of my life not knowing and I'm fine then it shouldn't matter" so then I knew I was autistic but had no fucking clue what that meant nor did I ever think of it, and this post was literally me

reblog if your name isn't Amanda.

2,121,566 people are not Amanda and counting!

We’ll find you Amanda.

this has almost 11 million notes what is this

I’ve never seen this post once in 10 years on this site

I’ve never even heard of this before tho??? Wtf??????????

All the dumbass insanely popular Tumblr posts, and somehow, this didn’t make the cut?

Amanda shall never be found. Ever.