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felts like hell

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Have you ever feel like, no one cares of you? Have you ever feel like you're just around people who doesn't care how the fuck you are? Feels like hell but now i just don't care

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theprocast
I miss the love letters you used to write me… all those perfectly worded pieces you would stay up late at night perfecting. But the truth is I miss you more… imperfect and unrehearsed. I miss you when you’re nervous or sad or when you’re disheveled and you look like nobody owns you. I miss you when you’re tired or quiet or too worn out to be funny or cute. I miss you when you fumble, when you pull that stupid face that’s somehow meant to imply I’M an idiot or when you say something I know is a lie because you think it’s what I want to hear. I miss you… with all your quirks and insecurities… just YOU. You always thought I wanted perfection but I never did… It was always the real you I loved the most.“

Ranata Suzuki | I Miss You (via theprocast)

I can’t run anymore. My feet are tired. my heart is beating out of my chest trying to find you. God how I tried to forget how I let you glide out of my fingers. These silk sheets no longer soak my tears. Puddles form on the pillows.  These white sheets are now red stained with the blood from a broken heart.                                           I thought of you,but i’m trying not to. the ghost of my past lovers haunt me,but none of them stayed like yours did. i never thought you would hurt me the way you did. Oh how you countlessly prove me wrong. I’m wondering which hurt more the way you forgot me or the way i never really meant much to you.

When will the sun come again (via exhaustedpoet)

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lovingregs
I constantly waited for a text, I waited for a call. Maybe even a knock on my door. I waited for a long time, longer then I should’ve. But it never came. Why didn’t you ever come?“ she asked. Finally working up the courage to give him a piece of her mind. Looking down at his hands he answers, “I wanted to, I wanted to so bad. To tell you how sorry I was and that I’d change and we could work it out. I wanted you back. It killed me to not do anything but I knew you would be better off. You couldn’t last forever with me. I wanted you to be happy, and I knew that couldn’t be with me.” “You don’t get to decide if I was happy. It wasn’t up to you to decide if you could’ve made me happy. You were my happiness then you were gone. You broke me and you never even said sorry.” “I never wanted to hurt you,” he whispered. “Well you did, and it’s to late to fix what you did.”

(via xxy0yyx)

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escafeism
it’s terrifying, how two souls can be united together, yet both facing opposite direction; how two people can fall in love and end up falling apart–but i’m here, and rest assured, i’ll stay until tomorrow, with the same feelings and thoughts for you.

i’ll stay, m.a (via escafeism)

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