i call my parents and say ‘yeah i can’t do family stuff tonight, i got too much stuff to do for school’ and i e-mail my professor and say ‘i can’t do my assignments tonight, work got crazy’ and i text my boss and say ‘sorry i can’t work late tonight, i gotta some family stuff’ and through this triangulation of deceitful excuses i at last will be free
[04.12.22] ✧ my little home ft my new 2022-2023 digital planner from @emmastudies
Feeling cozy being inside and resting on the weekend.
I am so happy to share that I have an incredible therapist in Geneva and I have been working out (ya girl joined a boxing club haha what!!). I have also been prioritizing comfort and warmth around me - in the literal sense - and have been wearing looser and comfier clothes, not realizing I had been ignoring my cues on touch sensitivity and overstimulation.
And let me tell you, and I have felt incredibly better.
Like, suddenly I’m less depressed, which is a bit wild because I don’t remember the last time I’ve felt “less depressed”?
Mostly now it’s really a sensation of comfort and warm and soft and looking forward to things and ooh this feels good or yes I can do that. And I feel it really in the center of my body, like in my heart space and solar plexus chakra - like the energy is just radiating! It’s a sensation I hold onto when I go into situations that I know will stress me out.
It’s also a sensation that has helped me feel less anxious about leaving my apartment - an anxiety deeply rooted with the social and physical discomfort of going outside and doing things. Discomfort in the sense of a bit of social anxiety, a bit of exhaustion, most often a discomfort with the temperature, some sort of looming responsibility or deadline (work, school), and the stimulation-saturated overwhelming nature of the public. But I know I am feeling a bit better because this is getting easier for me. ♥️
Anyway, explanations over! I hope all of you are finding some sweet rest and warmth during the change of season. 🤍
studying for a midterms.
"Crying, crying, crying..."- Txt
I reblogged this yesterday, but I want to reblog it again. Diabetic ketoacidosis turns your blood acidic and will essentially burn you from the inside out.
The stories you hear of people dying from rationing, this is what happens to their body.
Affordable insulin isn’t just a right, it’s a necessity.
No one should have to die like that when it’s preventable with access to proper medication.
i searched up ‘hurdlers without hurdles’ on google and i dont regret it
these boots are made for walkin
The ol razzle dazzle
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i searched up ‘hurdlers without hurdles’ on google and i dont regret it
these boots are made for walkin
The ol razzle dazzle
[3/6/18] i haven’t posted in months whoops but i came back just in time for pride month!! i’m super excited because i’m done with school & i’m going to france, italy, and monaco next week!! // ig: rhubarbstudies
Please, Dumbledore, just look behind for once in your fucking life.
THIS HAPPENED TO ME TOO I WAS SO SCARED!!
She’s T Posing to assert her dominance.
4/5/18: Day 2/100 days of productivity
I had a slow start to my day today, my insomnia struck hard last night so I woke up really late feeling like the whole day had already passed me by. I’m focusing on the little things this morning, made myself eggs Benedict, walked the dog, cleaned my room, did my laundry. I’m feeling a little better about leaving my house for EMT training this afternoon. Here’s to making the most of bad days, to taking the time to forgive yourself and move forward because life’s to short to waste entire days because of one mistake and too long not to sleep in every once in a while.
~Stella~
11/04/2018 :: Today I’ve revised maths and economics and studied lots of history.
Perfection
Biittcchh
9.6.18 // studygram: alimastudies
it’s been a week now that i have been prepping for my UKCAT and all i can say is progress is a very slow concept 😖
“It is our attitude at the beginning of a difficult task which, more than anything else, will affect its successful outcome“ - William James
10.06.18 Love Island is back on tonight which can mean only one thing: I’m sacrificing my biology gcse to see how the villa handles our resident 6’5 snake and how twitter handles Eyal’s cock up :) (I’m getting a 3 lmao)
when you think you have nothing left you still have the moon, sunsets, your favorite music, paper to write on, warm clothes, new starts and your cute self
