It's my 5 year anniversary on Tumblr 🥳

Yeesh I feel old lol 😆

Looking through my old pics and videos.... suddenly my appetite is gone......

Losing 5lbs the first week thankful for the weightloss fairy lmao✨️🧚‍♀️✨️

It's the way I only eat lunchables berries and diet dr pepper for me 🤷🏼‍♀️

Or it's the way I eat everything in sight

It's the weighing myself 4 times a day for me

It's the chugging water like my stomach is actually gonna believe that makes me feel full even tho I've been binge eating for months on end like a fat disgusting pig and I know a gallon of water isn't gonna help for me

It's the having a 78 day goal knowing my dumbass is gonna fuck it up somehow for me

It's the way I could've been skinny by now and if I was maybe I wouldn't have met the guy I like's new gf tonight for me

When you tell your grandpa that you need flour tortillas NOT CORN for dinner and he gets corn anyway coz he doesn't fucing listen

"Guess I'll starve then"

And its raining 🌧

As your diving me home

And it kinda comes out

As I get up to go....

And you kiss me

In your car

And it feels like the start of a movie I've seen before

But its not real

And you don't exist

And I don't recall the last time I was kissed....

-ceilings

When all you've had today was a meticulously measured bowl of cereal and you tell yourself If you weigh 2 lbs lighter than you did this morning then you can have dinner