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@alexavier-cat

csa trauma. nothing substantial (INFP)

Hot take: Hermes is autistic.

I don't mean Fandaniel Hermes, the one we know in modern times. I mean Hermes as he was in Elpis and Amaurot. I'm autistic myself and I honestly can't help but notice a few things about him that I identify with, such as his affinity for animals (particularly birds), his seeming anxiety regarding change (becoming Fandaniel is a huge change), and the way he sometimes copes with said anxiety. There's also the general "feels everything way too much" vibe that he seems to give off, which I don't know if I personally identify with, but is a way I've heard others describe those of us on the spectrum before.

so i finished all the quests i wanted to do (along with a few i didnt) in ffxiv so i made an alt to replay through the story and she's an arcanist rn which, of course, means i'm going through the arcanist story atm and uh

these two are siblings aren't they

i mean, the letter before seeker names indicates what tribe they're from, and they're both K's, and they look and act a bit alike, but he's a tia not a nunh and looks too young to be her dad anyway so he's almost certainly her brother right? and she just doesnt remember him? but he remembers her and that's why he doesn't want his name said and gives her presents because he feels bad that he couldnt protect her from getting kidnapped or something? is that what's going on here? cause it seems like that's what's going on here

g'raha tia: anyway i was born in corvos but i dont, like, miss it or anything

also g'raha tia: *mentions corvos frequently throughout the whole of endwalker*

wol: bro i think you might, like, miss corvos or something

g'raha tia: ??? what would give you that idea ???

you know that episode of buzzfeed unsolved when Ryan called Shane a ghost hunter and Shane gets all dismayed because he doesn't even believe in ghosts? I think of that every time im doing group content in ffxiv and someone greets the party with 'hello gamers!'