alexandra-hostile reblogged
Wait until they break your heart. Wait to see how they justify it.
You’ll see what kind of person they are then.
S.Z. // Vodka thoughts #28 (via blossomfully)
there are still good guys in the world there are still good guys in the world there are still good guys in the world
they all told me he was bad for me and now all I feel is their “I told you so’s” bouncing off my tear stained face
alexandra-hostile reblogged
we started with “I love you” and ended with “I wish I didn’t"
I find myself at a frustrating loss of words when I try to understand that
the story of how things changed (via alexandra-hostile)
alexandra-hostile reblogged
My grandmother once told me that there will be two boys who will have much more of an impact on my than any other boys I will ever meet and love.
“The first, will make you feel safe. He will be kind and loving to you and he will respect you always. He will show you what it is to be content with life and he will help you to mature into a wonderful young woman.
"The second, will send your heart racing at 100 miles per hour just by seeing him. You will fall head over heels in love with him and you will do just about anything to keep him happy; including setting yourself on fire to keep him warm. He will be everything you ever wished for.
Now the hardest part of meeting these two boys is that they will forever haunt you. If you choose safety, the love you have for the devilish smile will always make you wonder about him and if you choose love, a part of your heart will always be broken because deep within your heart you will know that you broke the heart of the one man who loved you.”
~Excerpts from the book I’ll never write #258
12/14/2015
3:11 am
(via littleteenagethings)
Source: littleteenagethings
we started with “I love you” and ended with “I wish I didn’t"
I find myself at a frustrating loss of words when I try to understand that
the story of how things changed
alexandra-hostile reblogged
She glanced at me and offered a small, consolation smile.
“Maybe some things aren’t supposed to last,“ she said, “maybe they mean more that way.
S.Z. // Excerpt from a book I’ll never write #270 (via blossomfully)
I'd forgive you a thousand times
all I want is one conversation, that's it. to talk about everything I suppose and if there's nothing to talk about then we'll leave it at that and I think it will still be better than discovering that nothingness the hard and slow way like I am now but, on that tiny off-chance that there is something to discuss, I will listen and listen and listen and if your 'not nothing' thoughts agree with mine, which have infected far too much of my brain since you left, I will let you in again and I will love you even if you don't quite love me and I will love you even if I know you won't ever quite love me again
alexandra-hostile reblogged
Jake
You insisted that I was the best you’d ever had. That I had legitimately changed you into a better man. That I deserved so much more and only the best. That I was so good and so loyal to you. That you’d still loved me.
Then why’d you leave?
color: white, because it’s so much easier to feel nothing than to try and make sense of what we used to be
alexandra-hostile reblogged
See that girl? Yeah, she’s the one who stuck up for you, the one who stayed up til’ midnight just to talk to you. She’s the one whose heart flutters when she gets a call or text from you, the one who says good morning every time she gets the opportunity, and the one who prays she’ll get a chance to say goodnight. Boy, she’s the one who fought for you, the one that missed you and loved you. But by the time you realize that she’s the girl you want, she’ll already be with the guy who figured it out.
Source: thelovewhisperer.me
alexandra-hostile reblogged
My greatest fear is that I am intelligent enough to know what I want but not intelligent enough to achieve it.
S.Z. (via blossomfully)
alexandra-hostile reblogged
Shoot.
1: Name?
2: Gender?
3: Birthday?
4: Age?
5: Zodiac sign?
6: Sexuality?
7: Hobbies?
8: Aesthetic?
9: Dream home?
10: OTP?
11: Favorite band/music genre?
12: Favorite songs?
13: Do you have a favorite book? If so, what book?
14: Favorite food?
15: Favorite TV show?
16: Favorite character?
17: Favorite animal(s)?
18: Favorite color?
19: Favorite beverage?
20: Favorite holiday?
21: Relationship status?
22: Last text you've sent?
23: Last text you've received?
24: Last person you told you loved?
25: Last time you felt jealous, and why?
26: Are you insecure about anything?
27: Where do you want to be right now?
28: What are some habits of yours?
29: Three turn ons?
30: Three turn offs?
31: Do you have kik, skype, or any other social media?
32: Pet peeves?
33: What're you wearing?
34: Career goals?
35: Are you a student?
36: What country do you live in?
37: Do you have any pets?
38: Tattoos you have/want?
39: Piercings you have/want?
40: Morning or night?
41: Guilty pleasure band?
42: Guilty pleasure song?
43: Top 5 favorite memes?
44: One band you don't get the hype for?
45: One band you wish more people knew about?
46: Do you practice any religion?
47: Do you believe in any form of a God?
48: What do you think happens after we die?
49: Have you ever done alcohol or drugs?
50: What's the worst thing that's ever happened to you?
51: What's the best thing that's ever happened to you?
52: Have you ever had a near death experience?
53: Is there someone you can tell anything to?
54: What's the most amount of notes you've ever gotten on a post, and what was the post?
55: Are you right or left handed?
56: Would you be in a relationship (platonic or otherwise) with the last person you texted? If it's a family member, the last person you aren't related to.
57: Who do you feel most comfortable talking to about anything?
58: Would you want to change anything about yourself?
59: What's the first thing you notice when meeting someone?
60: Have you ever been hurt by someone you trusted? Who?
61: Have you ever hurt yourself?
62: Do you believe in an afterlife?
63: Do you believe in ghosts?
64: What should you be doing right now?
65: Are you pissed at anyone right now?
66: Do you believe everyone has a soulmate, platonic or otherwise?
67: When is the last time you were scared to tell the truth?
68: When is the last time you screwed up something important?
69: Is there anyone you were close with and are not anymore?
70: What's the last promise you made?
71: What's your outlook on life?
72: Have you ever loved someone who didn't return your feelings?
73: If you could change your eye color, what would it be?
74: Are you dating the last person you talked to?
75: Does anyone regularly (other than family) tell you they love you?
76: Do you think someone has feelings for you?
77: Has anyone ever told you they never wanted to lose you?
78: Do you replay things that have happened in your head?
79: Have you ever felt replaced?
80: Last person you cried in front of?
81: If your ex asked to date you again, would you?
82: If you died right now, what song would you want to play at your funeral?
83: Would you ever be in a long distance relationship?
84: What can make you upset easily?
85: Do you have a good relationship with your father?
86: Do you have a good relationship with your mother?
87: Do you have a good relationship with your siblings?
88: Have you ever been hurt physically or mentally by a family member?
89: Are your parents divorced?
90: What do/did people say about you in school?
91: What do/did you say about people in school?
92: Is any mental or physical illness hindering your life?
93: Have you ever had to end a friendship or relationship? Why?
94: Are there things you wanted in your childhood but didn't get?
95: Have you ever kept a journal?
96: Do you believe that birthmarks are scars from past lives?
97: If so, do you believe there is a story behind your birthmarks?
98: Do you look after yourself?
99: Do you put yourself or others first?
100: Ask your own question!
alexandra-hostile reblogged
AFROPUNK music Festival 2015
rudegyalchina
I adore this
alexandra-hostile reblogged
leatherwingsinc-deactivated2015
caluummhood
HOLY SHIT, IT WAS THE ORIGINAL ONE
MAKE A WISH
thejamesboyle
the first post ever on tumblr
5sos-smut-world
I WAS EXPECTING IT TO BE A REMAKE OF SOME SORT HOLY FUCK
artemislocheia
WHO THE FUCK KEEPS BRINGING THIS BACK
reblog this because it shows up every blue moon
elsa-everdeen
I FOUND IT ✊
thatenglishamericangirl
I WAS SO SCARED IT WOULDNT BE THE ORIGINAL
So good
this is so beautiful
alexandra-hostile reblogged
I think it’s really fucked up how so many teenagers are alone and sad and having panic attacks in their room while their parents watch TV, and how a lot of those teenagers have had relatively normal childhoods, yet there’s this huge boom of depression and mental disorders, and its just dumb how we’ve turned into a generation labeled ‘reckless’ but really, we’re only reckless with ourselves
This is one of the best posts I’ve ever read
holy shit
every time she thought of some of the best times with him her heart would clench so hard she worried it might just stop
a.n.k. // excerpt from a book I'll never write
"she hated herself more than imaginable to most for dreaming up the unreasonable possiblity that he'd ever consider coming back."
she was an art he never learned to appreciate.
a.n.k. // excerpt from a book I'll never write #1
alexandra-hostile reblogged
I can still be happy,“ she said. “I can feel many things on a day to day basis. But as a whole, my life is numb.
“Does that make sense?”
“It’s just that happiness is an exception for me. Sadness is the default.”
S.Z. // Excerpt from a book I’ll never write #243 (via blossomfully)
why I ever let you destroy me like you did makes me so angry. you weren’t worth the amount of time I spent on you, before, during, or after we were together. I sat for too many days doing nothing, hoping things would change and dreaming of impossible situations that always involved you coming back when I knew you never would. I spent too many nights crying over you, losing what precious little sleep I used to get when I could have guaranteed that you were already sound asleep with visions of your next target already in your mind. I didn’t waste my time on you, you made me and for that, I won’t forgive you.