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There was a time, not very long ago, when we lived in an enchanted world of elegant palaces and grand parties…

My youngest grandson had begged me not to return to Paris. So, I had a very special gift made for him, to make the separation easier, for both of us.

But… we would never be together in Paris.

A dark shadow had descended down upon us. So many lives were destroyed that night. What had always been was now gone forever.

And my Lancelot…. my beloved grandchild….. I never saw him again. _______________________________________

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SAILOR MOON PROPLICA - MOON KALEIDOSCOPE

New Proplica!!!! Super Sailor Moon’s Moon Kaleidoscope, with the color pallette seen in the double movie Sailor Moon Eternal!Β 

It lights up with LED lights and comes with a new recordingΒ  by Kotono Mitsuishi herlsef, Usagi/Sailor Moon’s VA, of course! Activating a secret mode unlocks Misato Fukuen’s (Chibiusa/Chibi Moon in Crystal) recording! They can also be heard together! The little wings spread with the press of a button.Β 

I NEED AAAAAAAA

femslash february 2018 ➝ haruka tenoh and michiru kaioh (sailor moon)
…i didn’t investigate you because you were the other soldier. it goes back much further than when i first realized you were the one. i was watching you in your first race from close by. i wanted to cruise along the beach in your car…just once…you don’t rely on anyone at all, and you always stay honest to your feelings. // but i’m not honest at all…i keep running away! // i know you better than you do. because i’ve always been watching you. you are the one person that i don’t want to see walk the same path i did…but when i realized you were the one, i was happy. i’m sorry…i didn’t mean to tell you all this…i’m sorry…

Besto shipp uwu

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I just finished watching the Sailor Moon movie ;////; Best movie ever.

It was so beautiful and exciting >///< I will also work on drawing the Outer Senshi with their princess and genderbend versions.

I hope you like these versions, I have been doing them for a few months. You can take a look at my other drawings here: https://www.instagram.com/silkydxll/

COMMISSIONS OPEN -> Send a DM or go here: https://ko-fi.com/silkydxll

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Evan and Ansel from Webcomic That Awkward Magic!β€πŸ³οΈβ€πŸŒˆ

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Character Study Angel Dust and Valentino Relationship

This will be a post will be a look on Vizepop’s newest music video for Hazbin Hotel β€œaddict as well as a deep dive of Angel Dust and Valentino Relationship!

Alright full disclosure Hazbin Hotel is an adult cartoon meant for a mature audience and the subject matter is very dark despite it’s cheery outlook so Β if you’re very sensitive to this type of subject or under age please think before you watch the video and also this post will contain dark subject matter on abuse as well. Okay with all that out of the way please enjoy it’s review time!

First of all this music video is incredible but what’s even more amazing is the character building for Angel Dust and for Valentino. It shows how toxic and abusive Val is to Angel but it showcase his friendship with Cherri. At the start of the dance Angel’s face is not just looking towards the audience, he’s clearly looking at someone specifically, in the audience making. Especially with that hair flip he does. He’s doing this for someone one… and then we get a fantastic cut away to Valentino and it is bone chilling.

He’s doing this for Val he wants to be special to him; the way Val’s sun glasses frame Angel silhouette shows how he’s trapped because wants to be loved by him. It should also be noted during this part of the song β€œI think I deserve some praise…” Also alludes how starved for affection Angel Dust is and wants that praise from Val specifically. But this is how Val keeps Angel Dust under his control in a sense of that he’ll receive it if he’s β€œgood” and does what he says. We get more symbolism of this when Valentino blows smoke towards Angel Dust. And it’s in the shape of a heart that’s being blown towards Angel and is wrapped around him.Β 

In a sense he’s kind of blowing Angel a kiss…

Not only that but the fact that it’s smoke also shows how fickle Val’s love is for Angel Dust is. It can disappear and go away at any moment, and that’s why Angel so desperate and tries so hard to obtain it. And the way the smoke wraps around Angel shows Val’s love it’s more like a chain and leash. Though it makes us wonder β€œwhy does he love Val”, and how did he end up working for him. Though we actually get an answer during his song Angel Dust when starts he sings about his past and how he got to hell.

Β This scene in the when Angel Dust sings β€œDespite having overdose and ending up coma-toasted…” giving backstory on how Angel dust died. From Vivziepop (and the Hazbin Hotel wiki) we know he has comes from a Mafia family and has a bad relationship with most of his family members (who are in hell). Which may have been the reason why he started doing drugs (so he had a rough life). Initial he looks distraught and saddened about mentioning but it’s only when the smoke wraps around him and point his towards Val he smiles continues to β€œβ€¦I don’t give a damn~”  locks eyes on to Val which cuts away to Val wickedly smiling being very pleased.Β 

What this sequence tells us is Angel while being very sad about his past he doesn’t care about it now because he has Val; he made him forgot about his sorrows! Β Right there is where we have our answer, he views as his savior. It implies that Valentino maybe the one that found Angel Dust and β€œsaved him” but in reality to take advantage of him in a weakened state. That’s why Val has an evil grin when he hears Angel sing that, he knows this and as long as he has that card to play he’ll always have a reason to have Angel stay. Which is a real thing an actually abuser does; they use things they’ve done for you as a trump card when there is an argument or guilt trip you into staying with them or forgiving them. Maybe the reason he has stayed with Val for so long…

Why does he seem unimpressed…

I don’t want to go over every piece of lyrics but he basically goes on singing he gives up on the idea of trying to be good and sober accepting that this is his the rest of his life. Ready and very willing live his live like this as he is now to gestures out to Valentino β€œyour playing with now til the end of the night” as he looks confused to this (I’ll get to why I pointed this out). Willing to live on thisΒ β€œheaven and hell high” going on to sing β€œ he’s addicted to the madness…”and then it then flashes to him in a crying being comforted by Cherri in his room.Β I believe this is a flash forward after the show when Angel went home. It is clear he’s sad but also angry at himself… Not only that but Valentino may have done something awful to him… 

Earlier I pointed out he was gesturing to Valentino because he’s willing to give Val everything because Angel actually love Val during it… and that’s what angers him (Val doesn’t want to be an item with Angel).Β And during those moments flashing of with Cherri it shows that he’s going to regret that choice,Β  foreshadowing somethings going to happen leading up to this… Angel’s not addicted to his life style and I think deep down he doesn’t want it in realityΒ he’s saying he’sΒ addicted to Valentino. And he knows very well he’s not treating him right and he’s bad for him. That’s the scary thing about being in an abusive relationship despite being poorly treated you and wanting to leave you can’t. You can’t help but remember the good moments where they show you affection that makes you think its worth saying. And this next scene I think happened before Angel went home with Val (I assume that he’s the one driving Angel Dust home in this scene). This scene just show how much of a scumbag Val and how he really sees Angel.Β Β 

What he’s really cares about is the money that Angel Dust makes not Angel himself, he’s clearly an after thought not even giving him a second glance. Angel is obviously upset at waiting in the wing for Val to pay attention to him. The two girls making out (yes they’re important) Angel can’t even look at them and makes sure he’s looking the other way… Because Angel was hoping that Val would show him some love too but no the first thing he does is check how much he made. And he put in so much effort in the show just for Val and impress him too. You’d assume he’d thank and praise him the amazing show he put on and that performance was especially for Valentino. Though the way he’s just calmly containing his disappointment and anger shows that this is not the first time he’s done this to him just leaving him on the back burner. Just in a sighing slouch and in his head he’s probably thinking β€œwhat the hell was I to expect” or β€œwhy the hell am I not surprisedβ€¦Β β€œ

β€œOh Angel didn’t see you there…”

And only when Val finishes counting all the money does he pull in Angel for a kiss, this pretty much saying β€œOh Angel, you made me so much money I can reward you now…” making his love very conditional. And the way he snaps his neck up β€œoh sorry didn’t see you there…” as if he just remembered him now. He doesn’t love Angel he only loves that money that he brings in. I have think that Angel Dust only tries to be β€œthe best” in porn studios so that he can stay on Val’s radar. But I think at this point in the relationship Angel just experience so much of the abuse and neglect from Val he just expects it. He is just unimpressed and he just drained from all of this. Which tells us two things one Angel Dust may have been under Vals thumb for years and Angel is at his wits end. The expression on Angel Dust face is practically saying β€œOh you notice me now” when Val finally starts paying attention to him and Angel just wants to be special to him. And clearly wants to be something more to him than one of his hoes… he’s coming to the realization that may not never get that. He’s just a toy to him something that he can play with and toss out.

This scene just makes me so sad… when Val forces Angel into the kiss seconds before (if you look carefully) you can see Angel he really was leaning in for the kiss and closing his eyes so he can enjoy it. Showing apart of him really loved Valentino and he wanted this so badly; for his love & affection this just breaks my heart. Val managed to manipulate him to the point that where he thinks he truly loves him. The reason why Val wants to kiss Angel Dust because he thinks one kiss is all he needs to make Angel stay with him. You can see the gears slowly turning in his head, he’s catching on… aware of his mistreatment…this kiss is damage control. But you can see in Angel Dust’s eye he’s questioningΒ β€œis it worth it…” now Angel starting to get the full picture, even if Val wants him he doesn’t care for him and tries to stop Val before he gets sucked in again. He’s had enough and this maybe the first time Angel rejected his advancements, that’s why Valentino is angry in a sense β€œyou’ve never disobeyed me before”, and when an abuser loses control that’s when they start getting physically violent; this maybe the tipping point of when the abuse started to escalate. And we don’t know what happened after it just flashes them going to the Porn Studio.Β 

Which cuts to him throwing fit… after something happens and it’s so heartbreaking cause he clearly blames himself.Β  And just sinks down on to the floor and cries into his hands. We don’t know hat happened but we get our answer… near the end of the song we have Angel Dust at the Hazbin Hotel to now. Where he smoking just like Val he smokes a heart but it’s a broken one and it saying he’s addicted to the sorrow. Meaning he has given up on the idea of Valentino really loving him with him singingΒ  β€œβ€¦when the buzz ends by tomorrow” and he’s singing about the love he had for Valentino is gone it was good for a while he had itΒ  but now he has to deal with the price of beingΒ β€œaddicted to that drug…or getting involved with Val in this case.”

Now he deal β€œwith the poison in his vain” talking about the trauma he received from Valentino… That night he raped Angel Dust in the studio I had a screen shot of the shot of him with Valentino but I though it would be too dark. And he’s clearly dealing with aftermath of the pain and trauma of the relationship and dealing with the scars of it. Which is why there’s a flash of seeing Val in the mirror for a second. But β€œhe’s dependent on Valentino” and has nothing but fear for him now; blames himself and his naivety believing that Val would love him. Before Val’s love was Angel’s drug, it made him feel happy and forget his troubles but eventually that high went down. Loving Valentino ended up hurting and damaging him even more.. and has a new pain that’s hurting him. It’s sad because this is what victims do sometimes they blame themselves. Angel did nothing wrong the poor guy he was manipulated and he’s to the point where Val had made him trapped now.Β 

Which shows the real reason why he wants to stay in the hotel so he won’t have to be so dependent of Val. Slowly but surely try to get better because in the Hazbin Hotel he still working for Val but it living in the hotel. Though the way he pushes of Charlie he’s clearly trying to hide the pain he suffer especially with how he cares himself. Pretending to be carefree and cheerful which makes it so painful to watch him force himself to be happy. I just love Angel Dust so much he’s just so precious!Β 

PLEASE SAVE HIM ALREADY!

Okay hope you all enjoy the post

Oh I definitely agree with this.

It’s like poor Angel is trapped in a web with no hope of escape but he finds hope inside the hotel. And there’s always comfort when he needs it.

For those of you wondering wtf ive been working on this week….here it is.

Apologies to my SU fans. T^T But AngelHusk has my heart in it’s grip & I’ve been wanting to draw some sort of comic for a while now from part of one of my fave fanfics for the ship: Old Soldiers of Different Wars byΒ AngeliaDarkΒ ( @angelia-dark here on tumblr)

ignore the green/red void beyond the bar/desk pls ^^;

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