Girls who smile at other girls while walking down the street instead of death staring them are the type of girls you need in your life

I often picture how people would react to my death, and it saddens me that no one cares.

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Being suicidal doesn't necessarily mean you're holding a gun to your head.

Sometimes, it means smoking a cigarette in the hopes that you’ll get cancer and die. Or jaywalking across the street without looking, because you don’t care if you get hit by a car. Sometimes it means having sex with a stranger, hoping you’ll get an STD and die. Or not sleeping and not eating in the hopes that the exhaustion will kill you. Or even not washing your hands in the hopes that you’ll get sick and die. Sometimes it means being cruel to the people you love or ignoring them, because if they leave you’ll have less reason to go on living. Or not setting your alarm for work, so you’ll get fired and have less of a purpose. Sometimes it means partying hard in the hopes that your liver will fail and you’ll die. Or putting yourself in dangerous and potentially painful situations, so maybe it’ll be the last straw. Being suicidal doesn’t necessarily mean trying to die. A lot of times, it means not putting any effort into living.

This actually just made me realize i was suicidal thank you

This just hit me so hard…

This hit so close to home.

Wow I’ve been suicidal for a long time then.

Driving too fast. Drinking with medication just to see what happens. Crossing the street and thinking oh well. Wondering who would really care if something bad happened to you. It’s life long and will always be at the back of your mind until the good Lord takes you home by one means or another

sorry for relapsing…