Our Son Starts School This Year!
This story starts off sweet and than it leads up to my absolute worst fears. I would just like to point out that I think, it’s an absolute horrible thing that we put trust into people who works in schools all over the country to find out that someone somewhere has done something to a child/children in their classroom, or anywhere for that matter of fact. It’s just absolutely unbelievable.
I’m on the edge of my seat as I set here talking to my mother on the phone and husband beside me, my baby is starting school this year.. Kindergarten. I don’t even want to send him to school at all, I think about all the bad things that happen, and I literally just want to crumble in a million pieces.My little sidekick is about to be leaving me for eight hours a day, five days a week in the coming months.. I’m going to lose my mind, but in a way I want him to know the world to experience it. I remember the night he came into the world, the innocent little eyes looking up at me and right then I knew that I was his angel. I was the one who has to protect him, to comfort him, to hold him, cheer him on, believe in him, stand by him, accomplish everything in life every day for him. Just to be able to give him everything he ever wanted, that is my responsibility now. I knew that, and every day, I’ve fought absolutely everything and anything in my power to give him ever right to be proud to have me as his mother.
I don’t know how but, I done the work of a mother and a father for almost four years, the 9 months I carried him and than afterwards when he came into the world up until my wonderful husband walked into the picture on February 14th, 2016. After that day, my life has shifted so many ways and in so many different and good ways, I couldn’t think him enough. He’s been my backbone when I was weak, he’s provided when I couldn’t anymore (I got real sick and was hospitalized, resulted in losing my job), after that we decided me staying home and looking after myself and our son was probably the best thing for me at that point. So, now my husband has a good job (currently he’s hurt and receiving short term disability) but, he works in the oil industry, he makes fairly decent money and we’ve came a very long way since we first got together. We’ve built our entire life together and around one another. He’s my everything, my life and I don’t regret ever meeting him, becoming friends with him, falling in love with him, moving in with him, and marrying him. This man is absolutely every single thing to me, he’s the air I breathe, the voice I speak, the tears I cry, the motivation behind me. Our life has became so many things that it’s honestly, the best life I could ever ask for. I don’t know where myself and my wonderful, amazing baby boy would be without someone as special and as amazing coming into our lives, giving us someone and something to stand for and be proud of. I know this story seemed to bounce around a lot, and might be hard to follow but, my life is amazing.
I just can’t seem to crasp why I’m having such a problem with sending our baby to a public school besides of everything that seems to be happening around us in this world, maybe from all the school lockdowns and the threats that’s been coming into our schools. Hopefully, these school board members have found some way to maintain all the threats and all the lockdowns due to criminal activity in our area. I’m not even sure how I would feel if I got a call from the school stating that they were on lockdown or that there had been a criminal enter into the school. I’m not sure how I would react or how I would manage at that time. Because, lets be honest, these schools systems hire new employees that teach and watch over our children, that we’re suppose to trust and believe that they will not let anyone or anything happen to our children, that they themselves, would risks they’re life for our kids.
- HOW ARE WE SUPPOSE TO BELIEVE THAT?
- HOW ARE WE SUPPOSE TO TRUST PEOPLE THAT WE’VE ONLY MET ONCE OR TWICE WITH OUR CHILDREN FOR EIGHT HOURS A DAY AND FIVE DAYS A WEEK?
- HOW?
- IS IT EVEN POSSIBLE THAT THERE IS NORMAL, TRUSTWORTHY PEOPLE STILL LEFT IN THIS WORLD, WHO WOULD PUT THEIR LIFE AT RISK BEFORE LETTING SOMETHING HAPPEN TO ONE OF THESE KIDS?
- HOW DO WE KNOW THAT THEY’RE GONNA SEND THE RIGHT CHILD WITH THE RIGHT PERSON OR PUT THEM ON THE RIGHT BUS AND MAKE SURE THAT THEY GET OFF AT THE RIGHT SPOT?
- HOW ARE WE SUPPOSE TO KNOW THAT WE’RE NOT SENDING OUR CHILD RIGHT INTO SOMEONE’S CRASP THAT’S NOT GOING TO KEEP THE PROMISE OF KEEPING OUR CHILD/CHILDREN SAFE?
- HOW CAN WE TELL THAT THIS PERSON IS WHO THEY SAY THEY ARE AND AREN’T SOMEONE THAT’S GOING TO HURT OR TRAUMATIZE THESE CHILDREN?
I don’t know about you other parents out there but, these are just a few questions and thoughts that run through my mind up until the days that comes to prove that there isn’t anything that’s gonna happen that should not occur on the school grounds, or anywhere for that matter of fact.
I AM NOT ACCUSING ANYONE OF ANYTHING NOR DO I KNOW IF ANYTHING HAS HAPPENED IN ANY SCHOOL IN MY AREA. I HAVE JUST SEEN AND HEARD A LOT OF THINGS ON THE NEWS AND ON TELEVISION SHOWS ABOUT THINGS LIKE THIS OCCURRING.
THIS IS JUST A LITTLE THOUGHT FOOD FOR THE BRAIN FOR THE NIGHT. I HOPE EVERYONE A SAFE NIGHT AND A GOOD MORNING IN THE AM. I WOULD LIKE TO SAY THAT IF THERE IS A CHILD THAT READS OVER THIS AND THIS, OR ANYTHING LIKE THIS HAS HAPPENED TO YOU OR A FRIEND OF YOURS.. PLEASE LET IT BE KNOWN TO EITHER YOUR PARENTS, ANOTHER TEACHER THAT YOU TRUST COMPLETELY, A PRINCIPLE, MAINLY THE POLICE. BECAUSE IF THIS PERSON THAT WORKS AT YOUR SCHOOL IS DOING THIS TO YOU, THE PERSON MIGHT HAVE OTHER VICTIMS OR PLAN ON GETTING MORE VICTIMS SO, REACH OUT WHILE YOU CAN FOR THE SAKE OF YOURSELF AND FOR THE MAYBE FUTURE VICTIMS IN THIS HORRIBLE ACT.
GOD BLESS TO ANYONE AND EVERYONE THAT HAS WENT THROUGH SOMETHING HORRIBLE LIKE THIS.
