it hurts so much cuz ivan who has been passive to everything his entire life and never tried to defy or break the rules gets inspired by till's rebellious nature and for the first and only time in his life decides to do something for himself and not just comply to everything only for till to not go along with him, leaving ivan just as he was before
his face here is such a defeated smile, like he is laughing at his own irony of how the one time he actually wants to do something and take control of his own life with a guy who is known for rebellion and it doesnt work out






