when someone shows affection or effort, I kind of expect them acting the same in the future. It breaks my heart when someone who used to constantly text me suddenly only messages me back two times a day. It reminds me of all the countless times people I loved lost interest and abandoned me. I get so fucking paranoid and think that they’ll leave me too. It completely destroys me.
I’m going to lose the war with my head. Part of me already has. Part of me has already been broken beyond repair. I don’t know how to love properly. Process emotions. Feel happy. I can’t win this war with my head. I can only continue to fight until I can no longer. When I lose this war, I just hope I’m remembered for the person I truly was, not what this disease and past traumas have turned me into.
why do food places have to give you that little tiny ass baby cup when you ask for water it’s so flagrant. water drinkers are treated like second class citizens in this country
you ask for soda they give you a trough sized cup, you’re treated like royalty. you ask for water they’re like oh baby wants his water? his wahwah? here you fucking go little man take this
Amazing posters from the Australian Human Rights Commission’s “Know the Line” campaign which aims to prevent and reduce the harm of sexual harassment in Australian workplaces.
Check their page out at https://knowtheline.humanrights.gov.au/
Good!
Heard some important information on Twitter today, and thought I’d post it here for anyone who may not have heard it. This is actually a thing, devised by a human rights organisation called Karma Nirvana.
Reblog to save a life?
“She was a book too hard for him to read, for anyone to read.”
— spatwords
1. It’s not always easy to understand why the things are the way they are.
2. Our depression doesn’t always have a specific trigger. It just happens.
3. Sometimes there is no emotion.
4. Sometimes there is too much emotion and it often isn’t clear either and I am trying to understand myself better. Even though I fail a lot at that.
5. Our depression makes us feel a variety of confusing things.
6. We are trying! No one wants to be depressed.
7. We can’t just snap out of it!
8. We don’t wanna hurt you because of what we are going through. But we will eventually hurt you and we are sorry.
9. We feel like a burden.
10. We need validation. So we can open up and relax a bit.
11. We are not expecting you to fix us!
12. We appreciate your help and efforts.
