chaos is my middle name

Dear me, stop expecting so much from people.

nobody ever talks about how hard it is when your mood is always switching between "I don't care. You can leave and hurt me I'll be fine" and "please don't leave. I need you and idk how much more pain I can take before I just give up.

Why am I so fucking sad bro

my toxic trait is isolating myself in order to feel better when all i really need is a hug and someone that tells me it’s gon be alright

where do people find the energy to live life

— Meins (via gedankengesteuert)

im just a filler in everyone’s lives. im just someone they can walk away from. im just a filler, a temporary person of interest until someone real comes along

Like, walk with me through the forest or just the park.. it doesn't matter, I just want to be with you outside in the greenery - eUë

My problem is I never healed I just kept going

Full of love but low on trust

there is so much love in friendship, people forget that

Delete the whole text and send “ Okay “ it will save you from a lot

People be like oh you’re in your 20s you have a whole life to live but I already feel as if I’ve missed every opportunity and made all the wrong decisions and it’s just fucked now

okay universe, i need something really really good to happen please