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@aerynlallaboso / aerynlallaboso.tumblr.com

aeryn / 26 / ISTJ
ae/aer or they/them
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i beat dishonored 2 for the first time in 8 hrs 48 mins without dark vision

STAY SAFE!! [ID: the Gilbert Baker pride flag with the words “Happy pride to all those who are unable to celebrate openly and safely. You are loved and seen!” in all-caps black text over it. /end ID]

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what's really fucked up about society is that no one has ever once written a book or made a movie about close male relationships of any kind. men in media with other men have ONLY EVER historically fucked each other silly after saying "I'm in love with this man in a gay way" to the camera. and that's great! I loved the scene in the two towers when gimli blew legolas's back out. but I must defend the sacred rarity of platonic male relationships online.

every show should have a labyrinth episode. like a beach episode but where the characters all get stuck in the labyrinth, regardless of the tone or setting of the rest of the show.

do you guys remember being like 14 and being like these sheep could never understand me and,the inoffensive indie rock I listen to on my ipod touch ..

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Prev tags passing peer review because just today at work a little girl about 2 years old tripped and hit her knee on the tile floor in the lobby. And she was crying these deep grief-filled sobs through which she occasionally managed a long keening wail of “ow” or “owie”, and I almost started crying in sympathy because we’ve all seen that observation of how even though it was a small fall, for a two year old, this is the worst pain she’s ever felt. And her expression of that pain felt so similar to the way I cried when my friend died and it was the worst pain I have ever felt. Like we both felt like it was the end of the world. Me losing a friend and that two year old bruising her knee, and we both felt the same hurt and betrayal and pain. It means something but I can’t speak to exactly what. But we’re all connected in our experiences and all that.

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#being a teenager is about coming to terms with the vastness of existence by assuming #that no one has ever felt the same way you do or even come close to understanding #which is false ofc and your 20s are about learning to accept and then find comfort in the fact that your expiriences arent unique

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there is no unlived life or alternative reality where everything went right…. there is only here and now what are you going to do with it