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mother fucker... I need to get drunker but I already feel like I'm gonna be sick yet I'm only slightly tipsy... bastard fucker man

i don't even think the first bout was a delusion. the whole story is batshit. whatever.

Participants expressed an awareness that perhaps the fantasies allow them access to emotions and experiences they lack in their real life.

This *definitely* makes sense when it comes to schizoid PD.

There’s a high correlation between schizoid PD and MaDD/ neuronarrating. Some psychologists (and diagnostic manuals) say it’s a symptom; others say it’s a good prognostic sign that allows us to imagine the emotions and relationships we’re lacking, which means we have at least some emotional capability and a weak unconscious need for relationships

the boredom is undispellable... but we stay silly :3

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women don't want me, fish don't fear me. I pass through life like a smooth stone, making no impression on the thin parchment that is fate.