need a reason to exist

Eileen Myles, from “No Rewriting,” in I Must Be Living Twice [ID in alt text]

sending you a hug in case you had a bad day

Wow this sucks I'm gonna kill *remembers that suicide jokes only worsen your mental health and that the first step to healing is stopping* you

grief is like rainy evenings remind me of you i wish you were here to see the sunny weather oh i bought you something from this shop on your last birthday remember when we came here to get coffee together you used to get off the bus at this exact stop on your way home from work that stranger in the red scarf could be your twin

I just wanna be loved, respected and taken care of, I’m so tired my heart is so tired

Charles Bukowski, "radio," from Mocking Bird Wish Me Luck

Light and Shadow by Eva Fialka

broooooo wheennnnnn does this loneliness stopppp like damn

in another universe, i am still little and i am still okay

Being my ex is not a flex the fact that you had me and lost me is embarrassing

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Every day is like there's a void inside of me. I don't want to get up, I don't want to go to work, I don't want to eat. I'm just so exhausted.