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You gotta understand that some people never really grow. They never learn their lesson. They never recognise their mistakes, they never acknowledge their faults, they never admit they were in the wrong. You will never receive an apology from them, and you will never see their behaviour change.
You said
the sweetest
things
I thought
I could never
hear.
Crushed // ma.c.a
But you
accused me
of being numb,
when all I did was
mastered hiding
every bit of pain
I felt inside.
Searching for Feelings // ma.c.a
“Maybe, it was true. You know, that I couldn’t always understand every damn thing.” she said. “It sucks. Sometimes you’re hoping to finally get what you want, but ended up not being able to even grasp it with your hands. It sucks. Sometimes you’re hoping to make things better, but ended up seeing it worst than ever. And realizing that no one has got you except for yourself.” she sighed and continued, “Because when the whole world become busy, just to save themselves, you got to stand on your feet and lift yourself up. That when the universe becomes darker, you got to look for your own star and hold on to it. You have to keep that little spark, just to remind yourself that you’re still alive.”
Self, You’re doing good // ma.c.a
You ever have those nights that make you feel incredibly lonely despite knowing you have people who care about you? And for some reason you just want to lay in bed and not associate with anyone or do anything even though you know it’ll make yourself feel less that way.
The girl you'll never get over
Don’t be friends with her After you’ve broken up and walked away Its better that you leave her there In that moment when everything went astray
Because if you take her with you You’ll keep looking for her face in every girl you meet No laugh will ever be as joyful as hers And nobody will make your soul sing the way she did
You let her go without a fight Now she’s gone And with her went everything that was bright You didn’t look back then Hurtful and proud And she wasn’t the one to beg But her teary eyes were screaming so loud
Now you remember how her kisses made you feel How tenderly she touched your scars and all the hurt began to heal But you’ve moved on now With someone who looks nothing like her
So it’s better to leave her there In memories that can be cherished forever If it’s meant to be you’ll meet again And this time you’ll treat her better But deep down you’ll always remember As the girl you’ll never get over
“Fall in love with a writer and she will remember every moment, every second she spent with you. Fall in love with a writer and she will keep those memories because one day she will want to write her love story with you and share it to the world. Fall in love with a writer and she will make the most painful day she ever had becomes a beautiful memory and made into book of tragedy with a beautiful pain. Those who read her writings will feel how much she was in love with you and how lost she felt when she lost you. And one day, people will talk about her book, how heart-breaking it is, and suddenly it becomes a movie. Your new girl wants to see the movie without knowing that it is about you and her. Seeing the movie, you remember again a lot of things. The day you met her, the way she tucked her hair behind her ear, the way she dance around whenever she was happy when no one was looking, you remember again all the things that made you fall for her. And you don’t know what to do about it because you threw her away years ago.”
— Excerpt from the book I’ll never write #53
“You can never truly ever be done with someone who has had a major impact on your life. You had a future with them, you have memories with them and it is simply not possible to get away from all that. Somewhere deep down, you’ll still miss that. And that’s completely okay. It does not mean you are not over them. You can be over them, and 20 years down the line be married to someone you truly love but still think about “The one that got away” every once in a while. That never means you don’t love the person you’re with. No matter what other people might say.”
— Things Iearned in 2014
“sometimes the only tragedy is that great love and great timing never have the opportunity to meet”
— pardis a.
““Give me answers,” she asks, her eyes are blurry with tears, “why do I always drive people who loves me away and wants someone who doesn’t want me?” I realize I have no answers for that question. Because I also wonder the answer for that.”
— Excerpt from the book I’ll never write #47
“i didn’t realise how much i loved her until we drifted apart. last night i lay in bed crying, realising how stupid i was for being hung up on him when she was right there eating chocolate with me on the kitchen floor.”
— if either of us had of been a tiny bit braver, we could have been magnificent