“I had no voice to talk with because she was my whole language.”

“You were my first love and I don’t regret anything at all. I just believe I was naive for thinking you and I would have made it. I wanted you to be the one for me but I know you’re not the one for me. No matter how hard we tried, it would have never worked out between us. The thought of you with someone else makes me sick to my stomach because when I first met you, I wanted you to be mine only. I told myself that I would never lose you and I lost you. Sometimes, I don’t think of you and other times you cross my mind like waves. I can’t help but wonder if you’re all right or if you’re thinking of me too. I hope you’re happy and I wish nothing but the best for you. I’ll never forget that one evening, we were in your garage applying dye to each other’s hair and I started crying when we talked about us. I was so scared of losing you, tears begun to flow from my eyes as you sympathized with me. You told me no matter what, you’ll always be there. I’m sitting in my bed right now and you’re not here. It’s funny how , we humans, promise such risky promises that will eventually be broken. We don’t know what will happen. We just go day by day in hopes life works in our favor. We just weren’t meant to be and that’s okay. Maybe in another life time, you and I will meet and start all over again and we’ll laugh about how we broke each other’s heart. Farewell my love.”

“I like art, and by art I mean music, poetry, sex, paintings, the human body, literature.. All of this is art to me.”