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•Aaliyah Christina•

@aaliyahchristinaa

'oh I was thinking about killing myself
don't you mind?
I love you
don't you mind, don't you mind?
“Let the hate go.” he said. “Let it all—go. The burdens that you’ve been keeping inside your heart. The darkness that surrounds it. Please do not keep that baggage with you forever. I know, it’s the hardest thing to do, but how will you be able to know if it’s worth it, if you wouldn’t even want to give it a try? This time, listen to your heart carefully. Close your eyes and let it flow. Let the feelings run through. Darling please remember, that we aren’t living in the past. You aren’t in the same position as you were ten years ago. This is the present. This is what you should be thinking of .” he held her hand tightly and said, “I am not him. And he was not me. And just because I am asking you to forgive him, that doesn’t mean that I am also asking you to forget everything he did. I am just asking you not to let him ruin everything we have right now. Because I love you. And I can never afford to lose you. Please darling, not you”.

ma.c.a // Past and Differences (via vomitingwords)

I really miss you tonight. And I’m not trying to say that I don’t usually miss you or that I haven’t been empty for as long as we’ve been apart. I miss you every moment and I have been empty since the day I left home. What I mean to say is that tonight is too quiet, and the room is too dark it and the sounds she makes as she stirs in her sleep only make me more aware of how incomplete I am without you. I try to sleep, and I feel a coldness around me where your arms should be. I close my eyes and I expect to see yours meeting mine when I open them. You are the only thing, the only person who has the ability to make me feel like there is no need to need. And by that I mean that you are all I need.