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Asexual homoromantic/lesbian.
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Anonymous asked:

truth or dare

Dude, I’m genuinely so nervous to answer this but my curiosity for the better of me, so please don’t be something creepy and/or s3xual 🥹 but… truth?

I genuinely don't think you all understand.

Jinx has spent years hating herself, mourning the lost of her family, blaming herself for what happened. She truly believed that her sister was gone, but always held out hope that she'd return. She was waiting for years and years and years.

When Vi does come back, she's with an enforcer. A person who belongs to a group who has literally killed and hurt their family for generations. A person who Vi herself taught Jinx to hate. The fact that there's an enforcer means they're a topsider too. Both Vi, Jinx, and every single zaunite know that topside/topsiders/enforcers are horrible, that they've done everything in their power to keep zaun fighting for their lives.

Not only is she with an enforcer/topsider, but Caitlyn has an EERIE resemblance to Jinx. They both are thin, pale, sharpshooters with blue hair and blue eyes. So in Jinx's prospective, she's been replaced by the enemy.

Caitlyn: so Jinx, when exactly did you lose your mind?

Jinx: oh I didn’t lose it, it abandoned me

Vi: huh???????

Jinx: said it was too dark and scary in my head

Caitlyn: that explains so much thank you

Ugh I want a girlfriend but lesbians are too socially awkward to understand that I’m telegraphing interest in them.

I saw this person with a lesbian flag pin looking at my ass so I popped my collar open and went like “hey how’s it going” and they just go I’M FINE SORRY THANK YOU and ran away

Can lesbians please stop being anxious so I can make out with them

to everyone out there who has a learning disability

its okay if only know how to speak one language

its okay if your handwriting is bad

its okay if it takes you longer to read or that you have to read something 3 times to understand it 

its okay if can’t even do simple math in your head

its okay if getting your thoughts out on paper is hard

its okay if reading out loud is a nightmare 

your struggles don’t make you less intelligent! 

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Idk where “Percy is an idiot” came from in the fandom. After rereading the series as an adult it’s remarkable how empathic and self conscious this kid is. You can tell that this is a kid who had to grow up early because he was always facing situations that involved him being punished for his actions. Most of which he can’t help due to his adhd, age, and being a half blood.

He was never carefree. Like ever. Every good day he had, he’s been treating as temporary like he doubts he’d get another one. Counting down till something goes wrong. Every interaction with another person is detailed with analysis of how he is interpreting their feelings and actions.

His impulses stem directly from feelings of injustice, either to himself or for others. He does things irrationally because he feels there isn’t a better choice in his situation than throwing himself in. Boy really hits the “I guess we’ll see if I die” button every time. It’s kinda concerning bc of how suicidal it is.

So no I don’t really see these headcanons of Percy embarking on shenanigan’s with Leo because most of the stupid shit he’s done has been with Annabeth, and the stuff he’s done on his own have been to sacrifice himself or help another person out.

I don’t see him encouraging it either. Especially when it comes to Estelle in the future. No way is he going to let her do half of the stuff he did bc in his head he was really ready to die when he did those things.

This is probably why he is so attached to Annabeth. He loves her rebellious side which is fueled by her pride and confidence, but at the same time is so close to her bc of the amount of times he’s had to save her from herself.

Their flaws are almost foils. His unwavering loyalty stemming from his own worthlessness coupled with her pride that drives her to prove her worth.

Just by reading all their interactions alone Percy has more reason to be stressed by Annabeth than Annabeth about him.