Aight, hey folks. The brainwashing wore off so I’m writing another thing lmao.
I went through all of your messages in my inbox and I kind of got overwhelmed by the worry I caused, and also by the amount of people who cared that I’d disappeared. Kind of does stuff to a guy’s head, you know? Needless to say I was touched. I’m also sorry for worrying you guys. AND I’m sorry for that atrocious goodbye note I left, oh my god. You can totally tell what reform school does to a person.
Anyways, the story is that I was in a really bad place mentally — like the kind of mental place that would have had me ending my own life before even turning eighteen (which I am now?? God, I’ve been away from this blog for like 2 whole years) — so I got shipped off to a ”residential program” which is just a fancy word for 24/7 therapy with added trauma-inducing power dynamics. I got rid of some old garbage and got some new garbage to cope with in the process, but I’m fine now aside from stress- and quarantine-enhanced mental illness. Which I’m now mature enough to deal with yayyyyy
I’m still not gonna stick around on this blog cause I made a new one, but uhhh I make art on @razzmatazzz (thought I’m kind of on hiatus right now because I’m exhausted and senior year is fucking HARD) and if you guys have any questions hit me with them on my main @scaridae. I’ll answer them as quickly and as well as I am able.
Sorry for the disappearance, genuinely. It wasn’t the plan.
-Razz
