Here’s a video so you can hear the water and the thrushes. I took it for you because you couldn’t be there. <3
Here's female earth ajsjsjsj
"Mother Earth" yEET
Don't worry I worked on this yesterday
And today
🌎💕 Of course they were gonna make a comeback😂💙 Earth and his buddy moon (along with the rest of the solar system) hold a special place in my heart man 🌎💕
gonna draw more of them soon-
I love answering those "answer these questions like your dr self" things on TikTok. But I don't like the ones that asks your favorite color or shit like that. I like the ones where you have to really think about your dr. The ones where some of the questions are so hard to answer it makes you "I guess we'll wait to see." Those are the best ones.
http://aminoapps.com/p/0gb8akw
Link from amino! 🫶
"Do I deserve this?" "Am I worthy of this?"
So irrelevant. Do you want it?
Bro !! Idk why this is emotional for me! Like my Sir's Daughter was here for whole day and I was just leaving the place and wore chunri/scarf and she says it's not good! Then i asked what? And so I came closer to her to listen to her clearly and she goes,it looks pretty 😂 she never lies idk why she did that there?! Lol! She's almost 4 year old still talks like cool old teenagers (she's more cool than me lol!)
And after this all she went "Bye!" And i also replied to her and waved back to her. She again said "Bye, Allah Hafiz!" Bro!!! That's so sweet! Like it's different for me because I'm Hindu and She's Muslim but i just felt so nice, and out of confusion i couldn't say anything in reply i just said bye again 😭👍
Like if i could say that to reply it would probably lot's of things just because she said "God Protect you!" I want to reply all the good words i could find lol! Like "May God bless, Protect and give you healthy life , give you abundance!" But idk how to say that!
Also she might be saying that out of her habit but that really made me feel like a spacial person all of sudden!!
So if anyone needs this "Allah Hafiz!" ~ God Protect you!
It was just wholesome for me so i wrote it here today! So bye, i think I'm getting older so I'm thinking like that but whatever lol!
Deconstructing the ego
⚠️This post may seem radical, so proceed at your own discretion. It is intended for you to deconstruct your idea that you need/want things, because you don't. It's your belief in the ego, in self-imposed concepts, and ideas. Dare to deconstruct your beliefs. See what you're left with when you eliminate the desire for admiration, romance, popularity, status, etc. Your desire for specialness and separation.
⚠️I would also advice not to read this if you are someone who just wants to learn about nonduality so you can "get" your "dream life". This is not for you, for this is precisely to deconstruct such ideas.
The moment you realize that you are consciousness, not a body, do you also give yourself credit for all of your creation? Do you realize all that exists has been imagined by you? Language, concepts, history, the laws of physics, biological needs, psychology, technology, social media, society, all of it is being imagined by you. You do not give yourself such credit because you think you are the ego, you think "but I suck at math, how would I take credit for the laws of physics?" yeah, y/n did not do that, y/n is a limited being that needs to take classes in college in order to learn about physics, *you* are not y/n, you have become attached to it and think it is you, you think you need to go through its hardships and self-imposed concepts, to navigate this world. When you eliminate your belief in all of these things, what are you left with?
Imagine you want a significant other... what about a s/o makes you want one? The physical needs you think you have. The desire to be touched, hugged, kissed, because you're a human and humans need that. Support. Words of affirmation from a seeming other. Admiration from a seeming other. The aesthetic of it. The need for company?
What if I told you, you made all that up? What are you left with when you realize you don't *need* or even *want* any of that? Your ego will try to convince you otherwise, and persuade you into thinking those are basic human needs, but who came up with such concept? Who is admiring you if all there is, is consciousness and not your body nor a seeming other are real? Who is admiring who? Interesting, huh.
Now you want money and riches, it seems fun to live a lavish life. No worries at all, have a private jet and infinite amounts of money. Attending fashion shows and meeting celebrities... "celebrities" interesting concept right there, who's given your favorite celeb their status? Who came up with the status hierarchy in the first place? Imagine if you removed your belief in a hierarchy... no one can be more or less than anybody, what are you left with?
Question your beliefs y'all, some people seem to be so sad and rushed trying to get something they made up. Seriously, you imagined all of this. All of it. From the thing that you *want* to your belief that you *need* it.
To finish this post, I just want to mention there is nothing wrong with none of these things, you can have a private yet and a significant other. You can imagine y/n on a private jet with their s/o and it exists in that very moment. Just realize you are free from desires. On one point because you can't possibly lack anything, and on another point because you do not need anything. Understand? You are free, NOTHING owns you.
It's just me threatening Angels and Angel numbers that why they keep showing up? What does it mean? What I have to do now?
(for most of the part they means nothing lol! 😭)
Anonymous asked:
Hey! (This is pretty long if you don’t mind reading it.)
So I want to start by using my success story as an example: I had an appointment and I did SATS the night before. There wasn’t a thought In my mind I TRULY knew that I was not going to that appointment, and that morning I still felt that way, as I was getting ready to go. And basically when I got there they ended up being closed and I went home.
But the thing is now I’m starting to panick and worry especially because the new school year. I want so many things and I tell myself “ok tonight I’m gonna do the same thing I did that one night I successfully cancelled my appointment” but it’s just so frustrating because it’s like I’m not in the same mindset. It just feels like I’m forcing it, like I’m affirming from my body and not from self.
I’m just very lost because I find myself through the day identifying very heavily with my body and when I tell myself “this isnt you, you are self” and things of that nature I doubt it because I don’t FEEL it. It just feels like I’m talking to myself. And I saw the ‘do i want the desire or freedom’ post and it really meant something to me. Because my desire is to have all of these things for school and to have a happy family but freedom for me looks like no school and like living in a castle or something. But like even with freedom I still get to experience anything I imagine.
I’m sorry if that was a horrible explanation, and feedback? (Thank you in advance!)
"it just feels like i'm forcing it"
then stop. let yourself be frustrated. it's not a waste of time or unproductive to let yourself be frustrated - why put more worries onto yourself? just sit with the feelings, get them all out until you feel better, the feelings are coming up for you to release them.
you're trying to get yourself back into a mindset you had before. but it doesn't matter what the mind is doing, when you know who you are. there's no convincing to do. (also here, you're making the condition of the old mindset the only way that you can get something)
last night i felt weird. before, the body had anxiety problems and so last night my mind was like "do something, i dont like this!!" and i folded. i went onto yt to listen to my usual calming vid (eft tapping abt fear), but then i thought "no!! i don't wanna do this anymore, it was probably wind (as i burped earlier) i want to go towards love, not live in fear!" and so i went to a different eft tapping vid abt feeling love. and then i went bed lol
in that moment i remembered i am not the body, and i also asked myself what do i want to choose, love or fear?
you don't have to feel you are not the body, it's just the truth. if conviction/remembering isn't "working", another path is self inquiry.
ramana is like the specialist of self inquiry, its like his thing lol. i've read like a paragraph's worth of his teachings. but it was extremely helpful. i'll show you a little of my self inquiry.
mind = memories, thoughts, feelings. i cannot be a memory, wouldn't i be transported back to when when i remember one? i can see one through visualisation. its not now, so its generated again. i cannot be thoughts -> i can say 'stop walking' whilst walking. also how do you be a thought?? the mind is everything in the inner world so if i was born elsewhere, everything would be different in the mind. so its moulded by society, time, location etc. so even when the mind changes so many times, i'm still here. so i'm not it. i cannot be a feeling, i can feel it or recognise it. i am still here when i feel good or bad -> not the feelings. so who's the one recognising? i cannot be my name - its an identifier for the body.
the body tripped me up several times whilst questioning it:
the idea 'i am the body' leads to beauty standards, hatred, genetics, midlife crisis etc.
i saw that 'i am the body' is clearly not the greatest idea. but i couldn't answer why i wasn't it. until i remembered that the mind can affect the body:
the body has reactions (e.g. anxiety) to the mind & it's stories it wants to protect from. memories, feelings, thoughts all pop up and the body reacts to it. does that mean the body is a component of the mind? if it can affect it.
if you've read my "nondualism and manifestation" post then you'll see that idea there again. i also had my faith strengthened when 4dbarbie talked about astral projection in one of her posts. i totally forgot about ap! after days of confusion and slight frustration, i understood a little more and so i finally got to a point where i was like 'no more identifying as it!'
question everything. this doubting leads you to be able to ask whether there's something more than the body-mind, and allows you to accept more. and gives you the courage to just stop identifying as the body.
self inquiry for you
- if you can be aware of images, feelings & thoughts all through visualization, memories, dreams, and the "real world", whats the difference?
- what is the mind? what is it made up of?
- are you the body? are you you're name?
- notice how you say "my hand" or "my mind". is the body-mind something you own or are?
- if there wasn't any mind to point stuff out and identify as it, would there be a world? would there be a body?
- what is the difference between this character and your ideal character?
- what if this character is only here because you believe you are it?
- do you still exist in the absense of that thing? [e.g. no memories, do you still exist?]
- what would you be doing if you weren't influenced by the reaction of likes and dislikes?
- what happens to the body when you sleep?
reading
…*long, dramatic sigh* ya girl is back with some more tkem lore
ok. so. idk how it is in most translations across the world, but at least in English and Spanish, Yeong’s title is “Unbreakable Sword.” And the title seems to fit him, so I’ve never questioned it.
Until today.
In Korean, his title is “천하 제일검”
**disclaimer here that I don’t know Korean so this is just based on me trying to do research on this**
검 is just sword, so that, at least, is correct in the translation. But the other parts of the title have yielded more interesting results.
제일 when entered into wordreference gives a translation of “first, primary, the most.”
천하 refers to the Chinese concept of Tianxia, which in this context I think is referring to all under the rule of the sovereign.
So putting those pieces together… does that mean that Yeong’s title isn’t calling him unbreakable… but is instead calling him Gon’s primary? The best sword in Corea? The first sword belonging to the monarch? Something of that ilk?
Like I said, I don’t speak Korean so I can’t say for sure… but what I’m fairly certain about is that rather than little Gon dubbing him unbreakable, he told little Yeong that he was very, if not the MOST important sword to him. And I think that’s beautiful