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grayce

@5secondsofgrayce

cause without you i’m a lost boy - 16 she/her

No offence but you were mine for a night I was out of my mind you were mine for a night I don’t know how to say goodbye making all my plans in the santa cruz sand that night I thought I had you in the palm of my hand that night screaming at the top of my lungs til my chest felt tight I told myself that I’m never gonna be alright

CAUSE I REMEMBER THE TASTE OF YOUR SKIN TONIGHT AND THE WAY THAT YOU LOOKED YOU HAD THOSE EYES I REMEMBER THE WAY U FELT INSIDE WND THE NAMES OF THE SONGS THAT MADE YOU CRY YOU WOULD SCREAM WE WOULD FIGHT YOU WOULD CALL ME CRAZY I WOULD LAUGH YOU WERE MAD BUT YOU ALWAYS KISSED ME AND THE SHIRT THAT I HAD YOU WOULD ALWAYS BORROW WHEN I WOKE IT WAS GONE THERE WAS NO TOMORROW

“And he always talked about how he broke people, but he never explained. It was the constant need for affection, that eye to eye, I get you feeling without saying a word, But he also knew, he also knew how to be deceptive and suppressive. He would trick them into smiling and leave the next day. He would lie to them about happiness and simply walk away. That’s how he made her feel. Like she was everything, like there was nothing better out there, like the universe was one big room, and they were the only two who could maneuver such a dance, like two dragons doing a ritual, or two bees building the hive, that’s how he made her feel. And he always talked about breaking people, but he never explained what broke him, what did they do for him to end up this way? His sister said it was love, but he knew better, they knew better. It was change, it was the caterpillar waiting its life out, it was the wolf hiding in sheep’s clothing, & you know what? He was tired of lying. So was she. And so they did the impossible. The universe made sure, the stars knew where to go, where exactly they’d be at, and where to shine their unheard and unseen whispers. The stars knew & well…”

— So did they. // k.c. (via poetryleftbyher)