“La Glorification de la Musique” by Jean-Joseph Benjamin-Constant, 1899
having a job is like They're trying to close you off from the cosmos
girl taking off her headphones all forlornly on her sunday night making peace with whats to come
I will never get over how weird it feels to have tragic and emotional chapters of your life where you just also still go to work, and the grocery store, and see funny videos online all while feeling such paralyzing fear and heartache
life just goes on no matter what
Glass Frog glows like a constellation within the dark of the South American rainforest.
[ID: gory stick figures meme with text in the center reading: nothing feels true for long enough to write it down]
How do you make friends as an adult
You go through a experience that leaves you so raw you open back up to the world in order to heal
at times when hope is too big of a thing to have, curiosity (even clinical or small) is a very good placeholder
asking myself "why continue" & finding the answer is always, in some form, "i want to know what happens next", even if that want is tired or detached or outright morbid











