i am literally honest to god cry laughing at the new woke lyrics to baby it's cold outside

hi everything sucks and is so expensive and i am Scared (16.11.23)

hi im remaking my post because im still struggling and donations have stalled.

i just lost my job recently that allowed me to actually live a semi okay lifestyle and my new job pays way less and gives me way less hours (im talking like 5 hours a week currently) and i havent heard back from any of my other applications.

im really, really struggling right now as my employment plans fell through and i dont have any support with this. im struggling really bad with debt ive had to take on to pay for food, transport, medication, medical appointments, and new work clothes (my new workplace has a simpler uniform but a uniform nonetheless)

ive been hospitalized multiple times in the past few months which have also cost me significant amounts of money and energy. my therapist has quit, i cannot find new healthcare providers, and i am in absolute shambles trying to find a workplace that will give me enough hours to survive while also not physically trying to murder my chronically ill ass

centrelink is not helping me right now, and im pretty fucked, and freaking the fuck out a little, and i really really need some help. if youre willing and able to help out a disabled indigenous transbi person trying to actually function and survive til i get my next job. like please.

i draw if anyones interested in any of that and i can try and do sketches in appreciation for donations but its just. a bit of a dire fucking sitch tbh

hi im sorry i got sick recently (chest infection) and ive been pretty much housebound because of it and cant work my next few shifts. im still really struggling here and

i still dont get paid til the 7th of december and i have literally $50 til then because everything has had to go to groceries and transport to work (ive had... 9 hours of work. in a week.) like Please fucking help me i have too much shit to do over the next two weeks that require me to be able to get ubers and pay for like food and my meds. ive been without my meds for two days and i cant fucking function. im losing my goddamn mind

i have 37 hours for the entirety of next month. the ENTIRETY of the next month and i only get paid fortnightly.

they have taken it down to 25 hours :)

It's like I always say: better to have faggots in the mood than maggots in the food

I'm not saying that I dislike that weed has been legalized in more and more states (imo all drugs should be legalized but that's not the point of this post)- I *am* saying that every time I pass a dispensary that looks like an apple store and I see white people talking freely about making special cookies and smoking in their spare time, all I can think about are the thousands and thousands of black people who experienced huge amounts of state-sponsered violence for even the suspicion of having weed on them and those who are STILL IN PRISON for possession charges.

And it. Just kinda makes me grit my teeth, you know? My father was illegally searched and brutalized in front of me when I was a little kid because the cop "thought he smelled weed" (he didn't, my dad doesn't touch the stuff) and in the mean time Becky in accounting takes a "special gummy" every night that she gets from a store next to the Starbucks.

Also you've got cops railing against laws that prohibit using "smell of weed (a legal drug in the jurisdiction)" as justification for searches

tbh i woule be sexting like what a wonderful ass.... maybe we could go for a walk in the park and do lovies with each other. and ride in my terrific machine

i don't think preventing kids' access to books or information is 'coddling' them i think it's an insidious form of control actually

internet wiccan tries to harm me with an emoji spell but i narrowly survive bc my phone is too old for updates so i just get black rectangles, easily one of my favorite color and shape combinations

Tumblr add a “sneaking around” feature please

Tumblr add a lethal steel trap feature please

haha uh why

i am going to be in the negatives again tomorrow due to a budgeting error with the updated car insurance policy + auto loan payment that are set to be withdrawn from my account then. unfortunately the local gas/electric company pulled from my account twice due to a manual payment after my first payment bounced + the first payment was then retried and processed successfully. i can offer art, candles, OF subscription (and more), etc. if you send a few bucks my way. after the next paycheck at the start of the new year this will not be an issue again and i can start paying it forward. would appreciate boosts, thanks.

venmo: @ enimi / cashapp: $stoat / paypal.me: @ stoat

My account is -$250 today

having to get out of bed in the morning during winter

what’s he dreaming about

Anyone seen this movie

saved url for if wonka wonks my world + saved url in case it doesn't

hi guys

i made a promise to myself that i'd get just drunk enough to put my phone in a drawer and play bloodborne with no stress or worry

i was 2 bottles of wine in and i wanted to play bloodborne and instead of that i had my headset plugged into my ps4 but never turned the ps4 on, puked all over my expensive laptop when talking on discord, and then i went to bed and woke up naked, no clue if i undressed before getting into bed or while i was in the bed, which was concerning cos i had a roommate

it happens

i just remembered i found 15 dollars on the ground at work today

almost as if the universe was paying me for an extra hour of my time. finders keepers